foRLorn

2009-05-12T21:25:00.002+08:00

im been posted to MICU!! (MEDICAL INTENSIVE CARE UNIT)
wth!
aku da lah semangat nak patah lik pi SICU! ni tak ...OJT pat MICU...pass out pun kat MICU!

WELL ..i cant say NO kan...

haiz...

wedding prep..goin smoothly but ade byk dugaan....

haiz...

gaduh....baik.....gaduh...baik...........

haiz,...tak sabar nak end all this and after nov......

im so stress n down..tuhan je sey yg tau.....affects my work n moral........

haiz...................

2009-03-31T12:20:00.003+08:00

im having a bad sore throat now and flu.....omg! having this during my exams ...really is a challenge!!

i have neglected all my frends and especially ana....but one person i did not neglect...that is MY BOO...

i need him 24/7 in order to support what im doin.....he is my supporter, my listening ear, my bolster.....haha....perut dier cute giler la ah...nice to touch...le tido atas perut dier seh....

haha....

my first paper has ended...guess what i brought in A BOX of tissue......! haha....my head is heavy...my nose sucks! ...my throat is craving for STICKY RICE N MANGO! ...

2009-03-30T13:17:00.002+08:00

please take note to all my dear fends and boos'

im having exams this week and next week.....

i will be very buzy.....

well im buzy by the way....soo im soory if i dont reply to all my msgs...its either im lazy or i just feel it is not neccessary to reply.... haha....

been sleeping late...as late as 5am...out to study with my kakis' ...haha.....

tu je....

2009-03-12T18:01:00.001+08:00

i got no mood to blog at this point of time.............

need to do alot of studying, reading!!!!

need to wake up and start studying sue!!!!!!!!

no outings ..no social life....

2009-02-24T19:33:00.004+08:00

hey hey hey..............pictures first then read haha....IF U ALL WANT TO LA...

im still on a SIMV mode...which actually mean i am having my own spontaneous breath now....which means im still alive and kicking!! ..haha

reason for not blogging??.......LAZY..LACK OF TIME, TOO MANY ASSIGNMENTS...

anyway.....

i am now having my last week of attachment ...which i totally cant wait....yeah...the excitement will come when school starts!! going to SGH every morning can be very tiring! really drag myself to go to work...

now im in MICU...alot of interesting cases....cant say it here....and i was assessed my my lecturer ...phew...i can answer ok....haha..thanks to me that i read my stuffs!!

next attachment i am going to NUH!!! AND TTSH!!......GOOD LUCK !!

anyway....valentines day was a double celebration!! first mum paid for me to go to the AUSTRALIA'S THUNDER FROM DOWN UNDER!!........those who bought the newpaper on tuesday 17/2...can see me on pg 21...haha....and mum hugging...haha...anyway i had great time there...heheh..nice bods...and butts!!!!

then date with hubby...went to lau pa sat then to marina barrage!....whoa! ...simple yet romantic...

i reallly love him...............byk dugaan that i kene tempoh tau...not easy.....byk2 sabar!!

coming up is noryn's weddng!! wheeeeeeeeeeee.... we having a bachelorette( i dun noe how to spell) party...haha at bintan.....noryn, zu,rima,ana and me (playcheat girls) going for a massage......all of us really neeed it....

till then............

2009-01-30T00:16:00.002+08:00

me and syahril has decided to go to CLUB MED, PHUKET...for our honeymoon...

planning to go in january 2010........

Can't wait!!!!

2009-01-26T01:04:00.008+08:00

ifraq aka bob with his packets of tissues....

ventolin session after makan besar

hafiz still counting $$$

counting the bill

placing our BETS...

SALLINI, mua, YOZA

shukor & nur

ifraq

sham and izan

sallini n me....

firstly...

happy chinese new year to all my chinese frends!!

secondly..a long weekend for me...sat n sunday is filled with "appointments"..

lastly...intensive study for my first exam..on thursday...

to start of.. on saturday...a small gathering with the hai sians....MAKAN BESAR..haha...to celebrate rahizan's bdae n he going to camp soon haha...

.all i can say ..i had a fun time hanging out....needed it after too much of studying and also tired being a mum here...hehe.... ( pictures above)

sunday....is the wrapping day...

went to my dad's place to wrap my berkats...my waist n leg are killing me...and we were discussing about who is going to do the ushering, receptionist so on on so for.....

and my great mum ask me to drive home after that ...and everyone slept throughout the journey.....GREAT...! THANKS !!!

suE CAMDEN Lee

2009-01-20T08:37:00.002+08:00

updates! updates! updates!

school is a lil bit much relax now...after the main assignments have been submitted and the presentation has ended...i can now sit back and enjoy myself during the weekends...

but upcoming assignments are:

research proposal
proposol written assignment
counselling
healthcare managment

in between is clinical attachment......sigh....how to meet up with my fellow group mates....only thing is MSN...haha

i fall sick during the weekends..so is my lil rascal...ainul....she is having flu n cough....and now she is sooo clever she dare not drink her fav..that is ice lemon tea..haha...becos the doctor told her not to..now she brings her water bottle around wherever she goes....

even so....we went to expo do see the wedding extravaganza...all were nice..but cant make up my mind...im looking for red songket for my sunday event..and also the traditional sanggul lintang ( i mean the heavy ones)..

i do not know whats up with me with the sanggul lintang...haha...

this weekend im wrapping my berkat at my dads place in yishun...i noe its very early but we just want to prepare things bit by bit...as i wont have the time after i finish my course....and mum will be working....

i am compiling wedding songs now..for my wedding montage, video, and the event itself...

cards are left for printing...thanks mum for the GREAT WORK..she literally sat in front of the computer and do the cards on the powerpoint ....salute her..!

me n him....good...and better...msg me every morning.....asking me "da makan".."ngah buat pe"....etc....we have not been spending time together alone..both buzy ....he working two jobs...and me school.........

less fights now....more love.....thats what i needed rite??...haha..

i love him tooo much that i cannot afford to lose him....just like that...

thats all peeps..

sue camden lee

2009-01-06T22:57:00.002+08:00

2 more presentations...and 1 more critique assignment...

after that bio test AGAIN! and physical assessment...

hai yo..i want to finish this course fast la!!! its sooooooo stressful!!!

what i need is :

- massage
- i need love

this i what i need ... haha

tmr meeting up with my Boos'....

so....will update soon.....

2009-01-02T08:20:00.010+08:00

happy new yr everyone!!!

MISSING two FOOTBALL PLAYERS! (nana & jannah)

KL 25TH ----28TH DEC 2008

2009-01-02T07:49:00.002+08:00

for the sake for my boo.....i shall now blog ok ...haha

first and for most...i have finish my very first ASSignment...research assignment is due 2 weeks time...i was under alot of stress lately....very ...i slept at 4am...just to crack my blardy brain out to do my assignments...on top is my 3 presentation which is due this week. wtf ! ..who is not stressed here..not enough sleep....haiz...
all this happen when new yr is nearing.....i din want to go out u see....but he asked me out....sweet of him...but at first i din want to ...but he called my mum and ask permission from her...
end up ..we went out..with the playcheats...i totally enjoyed it...the laughter..the company..it really make my nite..... i hav to thank my dear for bringing me out....

KL trip was good i can say....even though i was bored quite abit la...did shopping but not as much ...cos i have to adhere to someones rules and regulation....
and u noe what we went to sunway at 2pm..and end at 4pm...thats nt us ok...we will usually go at 10 am when its just open and swimm till 4 or 5pm...and taking all the wet rides...but that time we dont....because y?? someone not interested...and i have to acoompany ainul at the big pool..it was fun though will all the music they spin...and i had a great tan here....so thanks ar MR SUN!

2009 is here...no resolution...but IM GETTING MARRIED IN LIKE 11MONTHS!! ..PREPARATION IS still on process....i love the " kain"i bought at KL...SOOOO EXCLUSIV, sweet and $$...haha...now have to save that extra bit....i have to stop munching...and start excersing...haha.....

ainul is starting school this coming monday....she will be there...for one yr...but only weekends she be with me....so im gonna miss her.....so much.....but i can go over and see her or just bunk in if i feel like too.....haha..too bad i cant be at her first day of sch....as i have a presentation ....!!

i guess i shall stop here.....pictures will be uploaded soon!!

2008-12-22T12:38:00.003+08:00

halooo..........i dunnoe whether i got the mood to blog right now....

here in school, at the computer lab....doing never endign projects....shutz...and me...doin wat...blogging and surfing the net haha......bored ..damn bored..!!!

updates on my tiring school life and my weekends...

school is really killing my butts off.!!! my 1 week break is not a break anymore..i have to go to gambro office for a course....then come bak 2 days for the stupid presentation projects!! haiz......no life man!!! then..some one really spoil my day.....when i have to find something which i do not like...hmm......i whole day of crying...and cursing and swearing...but im fortunated to have frends who willing to listen to my sorrows~....

weekend was hectic....having two couples getting married on the same day.....how leceh can it be....but ...it was sweet, beautiful wedding i can say...i just cant wait for mine ...haha...

at night was even more greater....went to watch spore vs vietnam...0-1....spore footballers...pls ...how can u not score a goal even u r so near the goalpost!!!!......................wa lau.....

then there was a bigh fight!!...i dunnoe how la...waiting 4 news!!....

at night....went to have supper...at kampong chai chee.......was great........da lame pe aku tak mkn besar!!....

ppl this weekend....im gg to kl...maybe....hehe.......

okok...gg for class now...till more updates!!

2008-12-15T20:57:00.000+08:00

halooo people......................

im still alive and kicking here.................

actually ..got alot of things to blog..but im just lazy to type here....

hahha

so....when i got the mood to blog..i blog ok!!!!

2008-11-19T20:00:00.004+08:00

first of most.....i would like to congratulate two of my frends whom just gotten married and also engangeD

NURASYIKIN...15/11/2008

dont she look pretty smiling with her braces......PRETTY RITE??!!!

after that went to ALIA'S solemnisation .....

looking at alia's solemnisation....i felt nervous for myself....haha....i think i will have tears...confirm plus chop!!! haha....

school is stressing me up....its not the learning...its the assignments!! freaking 5 assignments total...haha....

bio test coming up....

TODAY we learnt abt ECG...freaking make me sooo confused....haiz...have to do lots and lots of reading!!!!!

aaarrrggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!

2008-11-04T21:30:00.004+08:00

haloooo people..............im back still surviving my course...

hehe....got pictures to upload...things to say....so one at a time aite!@

last friday my class organized a bbq at ECP....well me, ruz and sharifah came together....got transport mah....hehe...we had a great time...food was good....first time in my life i had a good well done BBQ CHICKEN.!!! YUMMY!...

tell you sia....i have been eating big for the whole week....lets see....friday 17oct...ate at straits kitchen....29oct had a feast at bali thai....31oct bbq....phew!!!....

first ...straits kitchen was a blast...those who din went RUGI!!!! we had alot of fun....taking pictures and making fun of each other...haha...FOOD WAS MARVELLOUS!!! thanks to me! haha

secondly, kak haida blanja me n ruz to bali thai - KAK AISAH, DIYANA, QIQI was there too....actually it was suppose to be at seoul garden but thier servise was terrible we change our mind and ate at bali thai instead...we talked abt work, school and gossip abt people at sicu hehe.....THANKS KAK HAIDA FOR THE TREAT!!!

lastly, was CCO8O2 bbq ......................

yest during lab session ...we had alot of fun ïntubating" the dummies....its was actually suppose to be we as nurses practice on our skill on assissting our drs during intubation....but let me tell u ....intubating not easy ok.....we took turns to intubate but end up when we check for air entry ...it went to the stomach or worst still only air entry to THE RT LUNG!!

i have not seen nasal intubation ....it was gross i can say...

ASSIGNMENT IS KILLING ME...but i take my sweet time to do it...hahah....freaking its every week ada assignment....then comes presentation.....and worst this fri we are gg for our FV(FIELD VISIT)....FREAK! research.......i feel like throwing it into the dustbin!!!! every thing we do must evidence based....wth! external lectures are soooo boring....its either they dont noe how to give talks or just cant be bothered! 2days straight we are starting school at 8 and finish at 6pm!! tmr marked the 3rd day! believe it??!!

ruz msged me just now saying abt this dr she saw at cgh!!! i was ecstatic..!!! she say he was getting more hotter .....more neater......good looking!!! oooooooooommggggggggdddd!!! ........i feel like going back to work to see him!!! shutz?!!

2008-10-20T23:09:00.005+08:00

raya with PLAYCHEATS 18/10/2008

ana u miss all the fun tau!! all the girls are like princesses!! they all sat in my car! haha...

we had alot of fun ....at every house...hehe the food...camwhoring in the car...we girls got lost..and end we go rounding....all by ourselves..haha....enjoy the pics!!more pics to come!!

2008-10-06T21:55:00.003+08:00

my hair totally sucks!!! its really testing my patience! too bad i have to wait to get it long........everyone has nice hair except ME~!

open hse at my cuzzins house....din eat much...dont want to end up going to the toilet so many times.....haha..alot of pictures do not contain my face so i din bother uploading it up....

2008-10-03T16:39:00.002+08:00

went to NYP orientation for my adv. diploma....

fweeu....its gonna be stressfull!!!!.. we got 34 wks!
4th wk going for attachment....
10th week is breAK week...

first posting....TTSH..
second - NHC/SGH
third posting- NUH (nicu)
so on and so for.......these are the three hospitals im going...13th april 2009 onwerds...im going to CTSICU, CCU, SICU AND NEURO ICU @ NUH!!! SO cheyanne my boo....watch me aite!!!! ill be ur student!!!hahah

there are only 35 of us in CC UNIT
6 GUYS...
ALL ARE ABT MORE THAN 3 TO 20 YRS OF EXPERIENCED......PEOPLE LIKE ME ARE ONLY 1 YR.....HEHE...
WE GOT RESEARCH SEMINAR AT THE END OF OUR COURSE.
I GOT 9 MODULES TO COMPLETE IN 8 MONTHS....
MY GRP MEMBERS ARE MADE UP OF bruneians, pakinstanis etc....

so PEOPLE i will be starting sch on 13th oct....so....its gonna be a roller coaster ride for me...but wish me luck aite!!!

2008-10-03T16:17:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA.................

only pictures ...no words...

2008-09-17T15:42:00.005+08:00

ok ok updates....

1st.............my very first MALAY DANCE & MY LONNG HAIR...HAHAH(13/09)

we were laTE...hehe...we went to the wrong place...everyone at the coffeshop looked at us..

just imagine walking in a quiet neighbourhood all dressed up...hehe...

but when we got the place....fiza parked her car opposite the actual place..sooo we have to walk and cross the road.... again..all dressed up.....funny rite!!! haha

otherwie...we danced well....pictures will be up soon..i will only upload my pics....hehe...

then....yest went out to break-fast with my nursing frends....was fun...gossiping, talking about everything under stars...went to SEDAP CORNER at simpang bedok.....good food.... and then head to ECP to chill....till 11pm...head home after that.....

another surprise for the day!!!................................

i need :

stationery

sandals/shoes

clothes

box
files

wish me luck!!!!

2008-09-12T13:11:00.004+08:00

hey people...........

im still alive in this world....hAHha...

lots to update ....my preparations to school....hari raya...etc..

im having leave again now.....i have still 13 days left...what i did??!.just do some spring cleaning and housework here and there...every day is the same old routine job how boring....

i had the car since i started my leave. how great....!...and also a chauffer to my family every morning....send my mum to mrt, and her kids to school....phew...and in the evening ..went to take food from some granny who cook for us every ramadhan.. thats the rountine of my daily job basis...

yesterday i had to come back to work for some workshop ....CRRT (continous renal replacement therapy)....something like dialysis..let me tell u ...its damn confusing...but seems easy....when u master it already...the priming, have to carry 5l bag....theres alot of modes...they can have just replacement/ dialysate/ replacement and dialysate. everything have to monitor...the electrolytes, vitals, the effluent.phew...but it was good i can say...i could understand very well but i have to practice it la..so that i can start taking crrt cases....

something happen yesterday....i was doing some spring cleaning yesterday....and i took out this box of my old photos...secondary old photos......i was looking at my pics...i am really shocked at how slim i was....which actually i was thinking i was fat at that time..weighing at 54-56kg...i really thought i was fat.....i miss the old me....I WANT TO BE THE OLD ME!!!! I WANT!!! I WANT MY LONG HAIR AGAIN@@!!..

oh well enough talking....i have to get ready now to go to geylang....tmr i have a show at bedok..my very first malay dance...haha...sue>> malay?? haha...

welll we shall see ok ok !!

2008-08-20T23:53:00.004+08:00

CAPTAIN'S BALL RESULTS....

SICU 1 vs WD59---------- 20 - 2
SICU 2 vs WD 45--------- 10- 7

WE WON BOTH GAMES!!! YEAH.......NEXT GAME IS TMR....SICU 1 VS SC OPS

MUM GOING TO KL...TMR...AGAIN! HAIZ..

IM WORKING NITE STRAIGHT!

WILL UPDATE AGAIN...

2008-08-18T17:21:00.005+08:00

one week of leave thats what i need!!!

but its sooo super weird that after 1 week leave i got a monday off again....haha...

well2....my one week leave was all well prepared....prepared for what?? my venue and my caterer was all prepared...all deposit done...my captain's ball competiton training was good!...my first game will be on 22aug...my team are mentally n physically prepared i hope....hehe...

and guess what..my hospital is organising BIG PARTY at MOS..ON 22AUG...AFTER WE DID WELL IN our " exams"...but im on nite!!!! bloody hell !! cant change my shift....shittos! but well....wat the hell la....there always next time.....

fri was the night put with MISS PLAYCHEAT.NO BOYS...AT ALL...it was a last minute......i wanted to chill out la...i was damn bored ok...so me, ana, noryn, and zuraida...we all went to clarke quay...we took soo long to decide on where to settle down...alot of ang mohs..sooo good looking.....until we could not decide....haha....but at last we decide to sit down at CRAZY ELEPHANT...they kept flashing dirty funny jokes...we took pictures....crack jokes...talking abt each otherlifes...it was fun though....we really should do more often....

weekends was spent over at my aunties house...as i had to help out at his nephew wedding ceremony...i totally din noe who is who..soo make myself at home and just break the ice....his mum lagi best...kept telling everyone " this is my future daughter in law" umpteen times to all the people that ask her...hehe..PAISEY LEH!@! HEHE..i just kept cool...and dooo my work..

tmr is back to work ...got to catch up with work tmr....aiyo......i miss the people there....

2008-08-06T14:21:00.002+08:00

wassuuuppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im not been blogging cos i was totally buzy preparing for my big day....i noe its NOVEMBER next yr....but i want to get all the things prepared so that there wont be any last min thingy..

im sooo excited hehe...........got all my guestlist done.... abt 74 of my frends...close frends i should say...so those on my guest list be prepared ok.....i will msg u all b4 giving my invitation cards...but first make that 28th nov 2009 free ok! it will be a dinner.....so its gonna be a fun and great wedding i should say....i need u guys to be sporting too at my wedding...it wont be a sombre type of weddign ..it will be a fun wedding u never forget in ur life...hahah.....

saying soo much...my frend fiza has just got admitted for appendicectomy.i was shocked ...so later going to visit her....i hope shes fine.....i called just now........but she in the operating theatre....haiz....

so....later goin for work at night...then tmr mummy going to KL....have to send her off...then pick her up on monday morning......wonder what she will bring back..............

2008-07-31T21:47:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NURSES DAY TO ALL MY NURSING FRENDS!!!!

tomorrow, 1st aug marked our nursing history...

actually i dont quite noe abt the history..hehe..so dun bother asking la..

celebration for tmr is at cgh...like duh! starting at 8 45am! haha....im soo gonna come and watch it..i want to see the finalist for the talentime darn!....

i really cant wait for tmr event...

after that im going to kampong glam to see their wedding packages. im sooo hard up on finding the right venue for my wedding............oh god ppl help me get a venue...ideas..

i need a place whch can fit :
50 tables (dinner)
can cater outside catering
500 guests.
whether incl. tables, chair n chair covers, rental,
any extra payments??

help!!!!

2008-07-19T00:20:00.002+08:00

hey people...

today..im in a very sad n bad mood.....i cant tell u why la...the more i elaborate here..THE MORE I FEEL LIKE COMMITING SUICIDE! so i better not...

so to prevent me from doing something stupid again....i went out to jog! for freaking 1 1/2 hr...i was soooo pissed off...and wanted to shout at the top of my voice but couldn't .....

i really do not noe whats going to happen to me...i have tried all ways...but still history repeat itself...

all that SUNDALZ who is working at ONE MARINA can go and FCUK OFF!!!

AND TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN....
DUN KOL ME ANYMORE AT ALL.....I DUN WANT TO BE UR FREND NOR UR BEST FREND!

TO ALL MY FRENS PLS DO NOT DISTURB ME.............................

2008-07-14T23:10:00.002+08:00

at last..................

at last....i got to sit down in front of the laptop and not being disturbed by anybody...ainul is out side watching her cartoon...my bro has gone to PERTH!@! IM SOOO JEALOUS.!! but whatever ..im actualy saving money all for my wedding.....

i actualy dont talk much abt the wedding....cos i want it to be a surprise...only god and me knows how it will be like...i hope everything will be going on smoothly...

first thing first....i need to set the date for both parties to meet up...
secondly, both parties need to agree on our own individual concepts n plans.
thirdly, need to set the wedding date.
fourly, when everything settle..need to register for our marriage course.
list down all my guestlist......as mummy going to KL NEXT month to buy stuffs for the wedding
find the place....
find the caterer
find a videocameraman
henna
tok kadi will be ard next yr.
find our exchange gifts..(watch, rings) thats all
see my mak andam costumes, and find a gown n hindustani onez
i think for now thats bout all

that all la...i can type out....

2008-07-10T00:33:00.002+08:00

blooggging time..............

im soooo sorry to those u want to read but it looks like nothing....
i din get to touch the laptop for so many days because alot of people are using it...
im been very buzy with work...till i have to cancel my soccer training. wat the hell...
my rpoblems at work have been settled ..no point being depressed over it... talk things out with my sister neo..felt much better...

adv diploma already submitted....fingers crossed..hope i get it.
went shopping with mum....bought my hubby 2 pair of shorts..and i bought myself 6 tops, my gladiator sandals!!! im falling in love with it...im left with 1k...which actually i cant touch it...cos mum wants me to share to but MAC notebook..

my marriage have yet to be confirmed when me n sharil sat down and talk to him..mostly like will be 2009...end of 2009..it will be a simple but GRAND affair...alot of planning to do...and registering ....

hana, noryn and zu..i miss u guys!!!!

chey i miss u too.........

and lastly....my hubby....i miss him every day.....

2008-06-28T02:56:00.003+08:00

im now at work...its 2:56am in the morning....haha....waiting to go for my 1 1/2hr break..
soory for not updating...my laptop got trojan virus...so.. waiting my my dad to come back this wed to fix it up...will update soon ...

2008-06-18T19:22:00.003+08:00

im back!!!!!!!!!

first thing first...im on 3 nites straight after my desaru trip...

well the two day trip was ok la...i only love the fireflies, banana boat, the resort and the fresh fruits!

i was really tan after the two day trip..the weather was freaking hot and humid. it was sooo hot that the aircon in the bus spoilt!! i was sweating profusely every time we step out of the bus. water is scarce there....they love to serve sweet juices....except for plain cold water. how can that be ...

there are only two group of malay family there incl mine...so u noe la..singapore chinese kiasu people were sooooooooooooooo irritating and really got into my nerves..

but my objective to go there is to relax n have fun....

talking abt fun .....BANANA BOAT..a few yrs ago...we wanted to try the water sport...but didnt..in the end we got to sit on to the banana boat....except aini la..she look after ainul. it was reallly great..fhe really bring us to the middle of the sea...me n elfi purposely make the whole boat capsized...haha...dada was shouting...i was nervous..cos it was my first time to be in the middle of the sea....with a life jacket la...but the feeling is ssoooo scary....i had a hard time getting up to the boat back..u noe la tired and also with my body weight...hahah.....total capsized = 3...more than 10 mins as stated.haha PLAYCHEAT....

NITE: went to see the fire flies...ainul was scared that she din dare to look around...it was soooo dark....the fireflies were sooo beautiful....din managed to take pics cos it cant capture on to the camera.

coming back to spore is the best thing ...able to meet my boo.....miss him...

and also back o work...haiz....but not soo boring cos me n my fellow colleagues are praticing for our audition for nurses day......first time for to dance MALAY DANCE....Oh god...i almost puke....hehe..but ok la..

now our malay dance is complete....thanks to fiza......audition will be on tue 24/6. at dance studio.

wish me luck...

i miss playing soccer with the girls..........after my audition finish k..i will join u ....haha...

2008-06-04T14:53:00.004+08:00

mum and dad bought all of us a small token..according to them, this is to treasure our family. hehe...

this is what i got.... SK 14K GEMS PENDANT AND CHAIN..not this one la...the one that the model is wearing (below) cost $30 000 and they only have bloody one piece! i got the mini one...

aini n dada got themselves SAMSUNG T10 each

elfi got PSP2!

AINUL got a kiddie laptop cum game....cheap cheap

im still waiting for my bdae prezzie from dear...

NSSL is over...we played hard...alot of butches....sooo disgusting..their hair is soo short like mine but they look exact chop like boys!!.. lukily im feminine enough...haha.....

im having my leave now....want to to go out but tooo lazy to go out..with the weather like shit...rain ..hot ..rain....can they make up their mind...oh pls...

yest mum ask me to share money dis july and buy the touch screen computer....it cost a mere 3k..i shall think abt it.....

i want to watch KUNGFU PANDA...

2008-05-30T10:31:00.005+08:00

pics again....

29th may marked my 22nd birthday....

nothing much actually...requested for morning shift BUT was sitting at home whole day....part of it im tired cos i have worked 3 nites then sleeping day..then i came back to work in the morning...

not enough rest.....

syahril have to work overtime.......haiz....to tell the truth i noe he has to work hard for our wedding...but i personally took morning shift...but in the end....sit at home.....well...wat can i do

....he say he will celebrate but another day...have to wait.......shall not talk abt it...YESTERDAY WAS NOTHING SPECIAL....NOT A SPECIAL OCCASION AFTERALL.....

well this sunday is NSSL .....excited and nervous..........i hope we play good ....win or lose...i pray we play hard...

at training session....random pics ...

2008-05-26T13:57:00.005+08:00

the most chaotic party i ever had in my entire life!!!..................................

chalet was a blast....place great but got a few points which i dont really like:

toilet: 2 toilets only...located in the rooms...

kitchen: small n no cooking

facilities: only for club members

bbq: at the ground floor where our rooms is on the 3rd..

parking: is bad...need to pay.

location: most people got lost.....

aloha loyang still the best....

first day nothingmuch la...eat n laze around...

2nd day : woke up at 6 30am.....went to market...cook at home and clean the house.

after that, prepare for the occasion...4pm went home back and carry all the food to the chalet...

i was tooo tired and sweating. bathe twice...

party started at 7 45pm after the paryers had finished...so at first it was ok....it only started after 8pm....the whole place was packed and chaotic...i have to entertain alot of guests n frends...haha...my future mum in law was there too...happy that she able to attend...

cake cutting was a blast.....too noisy....after that was PINNATA what ever they called it...the one that u have to hit the pony and there are sweets inside...i got to hit but it was damn hard....it was difficult....

syahril frends fil up the most la i can say...they stayed till 1 30am...we talked ..and eat again and again....we talked abt how each couple met each other...first kiss, first presents, what ur partner wore at the very first meeting, who goes out with who.....when getting married....it was fun though....

i was telling my mum...thiswas just a birthday party....and it was chaotic...i do not noe how it will be like when im getting married.....it will be a disaster i guess..!!!

anyway..i hope those who atttend enjoyed themselves and the food....i really enjoyed myself.

and thank you very much to those who spent their time and effort in getting me and ainul presents....A BIG THANK YOU!

*pics will be uploaded when i compile everything ...

but here are a few stuffs i got ..

1) LA SENZA VOUCHER -my best couzin...ANA

2) GOLD NECKLACE- my NURSE CLINICIAN

3) RIPCURL BEG-from IZZATI

4)A ?GUESS BEG- from CHEY, CAROLINE & SHERLYN

2ND BEG FROM CHEY, CAROLINE AND SHERLYN

5) A ADDIDAS BEG- from zuraida n zul

6) A ?GUESS WALLET-from aunt jo

7) A SET OF MARKS &SPENCER TOILETRIES- from RUZZANA

8) A BRACELET- from my best friends

lastly... my cutest present A MISSY PEN from MIMI....

THANK YOU TO ALL THESE PEOPLE......................................

2008-05-22T10:17:00.003+08:00

my advance bdae gift!!......................

yest was doing sime laundry stuffs...when my dad...came out with two bags...1. kipling.2. pedro.

definitely pedro for my bro whose bdae is today! happie bday anyway! then kipling i thought......hmm...two bdae gifts for him not bad.....BUT BUT....he called my name and say " ti, this is for u"..i was shocked at the moment....kipling...?? for me....he say " this is for ur work beg...throw away that LE SPOTSAG( HOW EVER U SPELL IT) BEG U HVE.. I was soo happy....first bdae gift....who will be next......haiz...i not sure what is my dearie syahril getting for me.....we shall see huh......

the box nite rite.......anyway..the beg cost ...$259 mind u ........

chalet is tmr!!! okok....sooo excited....so all the VIPs whom i invited pls dooo come ok.!

venue : aranda country club

time : 7. 30pm.

2008-05-12T19:21:00.003+08:00

AINUL 3RD BIRTHDAY

DOB: 9TH MAY 2005

well its kinda of cos im working like mad ..here and also finishing my presentation.....oh gawd....

and surprisingly im working morning on ainul bday....as im doing a chalet on 24th may...so its was a small celebration for us....

went to FRESH BULGGOGI...at downtown east...it is delicious ..alsthough it was a first time try..must try again next time.....has alot to choose from..so im sooo confused la...

aFter our stomach full....went to buy a cake aT PRIMA DELI....so thats that...

just cant wait for the big day to come!!!!!!!

2008-05-07T16:42:00.002+08:00

my very very short hair!! i loike...!@!

how abt wearing like this when playing our game...cool rite....haha...

so yest training..as usual.. meet ana and noryn. we start to jog. i really do not noe their route but i know its far...i half jog ..half brisk walk.....they jog so fast....heheh...im sweating like a pig...my sweat dangling at my chin waiting to be wiped off....but yest was a good run....i hope we can run every training....but ana n noryn pls la do not wait for me....i jog at my own pace....so just run run! hahahahahahah

so our NSSL TOURNAMENT will be ang mo kio...i really do not noe the place....so if u guys want to support come down k...i will tell th exact place.

yest noryn was telling me how rushing she is with her wedding coming in april..her wedding plan is soooooo sweet la....got story one.....so loving couple....hehe..cant wait for the outcome...

other than that im here stuck with the presentation coming up on 13may...have to present to the whole ward...aarrggh..nerve wrecking!

anyway....my registra of anaesthetist will be giving me n ruzanna private tutoring before we are selected to go for adv.dip...his aim is to get us ready ...so that we wont stress if we were selected to go...how helpful.....

2008-05-04T12:05:00.002+08:00

MY NEW SOCCER BOOTS..........

durians...............syahril was having this craving to eat durian....so family of 8 went to eat durians at bugis street.................yummies!!!

2008-04-30T13:58:00.002+08:00

pulau ubin
27th april 2oo8

got alot alot alot of pics....lazy to upload....haha..anyway...its ana bday on that day....sorry ana i cant make it on that day la.....power la..ur 22nd bday bash!!! waited for each and one of them ..can make my blood boils till it explode! BUT it was a fun adventure.....and tiring also....the steep slopes n high hills...worst than football training....scenery is very nice....hot n suny day...good to have a tan....my arse in having pain due o prolong sitting on the bicycle..haha..lukily no pressure ulcer...
hope we can do it again....next up will be ZOO TRIP!!

i heard ana got a 2.5 carat diamond ring...costing $1.2k....how sweet of nas....so ana dun scold him for no reason k...hehe..

coming up is zoo( date dont noe yet)
.............my bday chalet on 24th may...( wish list : soccer boots, dress from fat face, sandals which i've shown on my blog previously, a new pair of birks and yes....i dun wish to get it all at once..
soccer comp n 1st june.....
oh yeah ..mother's day....what should i get for my mum....and yeah..im also celebrating mum's day...haha....so weird...hehe
...okok.
to all playcheat gals....friday comp is totally cancelled..ok.....confirmed cancel...im soory...for the hassle...

2008-04-26T20:20:00.002+08:00

NICE OR NOT!!!???? I FELL IN LOVE WITH IT...have other colours also..hehe......i want this this....

anyway..tmr going to pulau ubin with the PLAYCHEATS.....soo excited....will update ok...

coming events are:......

coming friday ......miss playcheat vs HPB nurses

1st june...NSSL COMPETITION.....

training as usual....i love training soccer now,.....one funny thing abt us are we are lazy to run for the ball haha..we walked like as though we are strolling at town hehe....noryn pls plan for our jersey. ... . . . .. .. .. black n pink or black n gold. hehe...

....ok gonna sleep early for tmr...big adventure....!

2008-04-22T00:00:00.003+08:00

ok ok at last we were in the papers.....but one thing im not happy abt.....we are not recruiting....we did not say that we are recruiting!! ....so all of u gerls out there get this clear " WE ARE NOT RECRUITING UNLESS U R PLAYCHEAT GIRLFRIENDS...."we are not mean la ..but we do not want to spoil everything and also the group..we are happy with who we are with now.......

anyway....work is soooo havoc because of JCI...KNN.!! make me all nervous...the whole day n they never come!!! BUT THEY ARE COMING TMR IN THE MORNING!!! good luck ppl...

anyway...dis sunday dunnoe what the plan la...BBQ OR PULAU UBIN...?? PLS PPL DECIDE....! .

THUR training.....2may having friendly match with mum's team....1st june having game dunnoe where.....will update....

to my boo if ure reading this...

i really love u .....can u pls shower me with ur love......everyday we are fighting....when is this goin to end.......everytime i want to MANJA abit with u ...u reject me....haiz........i really looking forward to our wedding.....i love when u pamper me, hug me....whisper to me saying u love me......

hmm....when is the last time we go out together alone and sit by the beach and enjoy the sand, wind, and beach.....i really dun nooe when ;.........we are too bz fighting, and concentrating on ourselve......

hope there will be changes la....i really hate to do this ok ....really......

i really love.... u !

2008-04-15T16:20:00.003+08:00

sooryyy to those who wants the pics..sorry la...din touch the laptop...cos it went MIA for awhile....

ok ok .......its tooo late for me to blog abt my ever first soocer tournament....haha...

it was a good experience and we had alot of fun ....even though we lost ...(we got score too ok ...and some draw) but we had the good feel of playing with other good and experience soocer girls...

but it was a tiring day for me....just imagine came back from night shift and went straight to kallang ...then plyd till 5pm..then work again at night...i din sleep...i was very very very tired.....

thats that.....

met up with chey together with caroline...i had a fall went coming doen the over head bridge....my favourite sandal broke....my toenail chipped off....lukily din sprained!

we ate and chey treat us at coffee bean....she got 30 dolar voucher...so free la...haha....went shopping .....at tamp...then head home....

nothing abt work that i want to talk abt...

my relationship is like going down the drain....i reallly do not noe what to do ....im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo stresssed.... u see us laugh happy but behind he is always cursing and swearing and called me names......and btw FCUK THAT BITCH!!!!

I REALLY LOVE HIM but he ..i dont think he has that feeling for me again....we are only doing this for ainul.......................he always put ainul way before me.... life sucks...just imagine...im doing my night shift crying and crying....when im with my patients alone...

i do not want to end this relationship but rather i will end myself....but something is stopping me......not some one but something....

haiz.......................how u feel when some called u names, cursed and swear at u...and then a day after he talk to u nicely.............................

i do not want to talk abt this....im ust venting it out...pls to those who read dun ask me anything...

love sue

2008-04-01T10:09:00.002+08:00

adv. dip & soccer training............

updates updates......

last week, my nurse manager came up to me and ask whether i want to go for adv. dip ..the next intkae will be in october......i say YES....yeah yeah....some ask me " u ready already ar??" ..i was like giving a thousang and one explaination to them till my last drop of saliva..of cos i have to work hard and learn as much as possible...in terms of clinical knowledge...but im confident enough to go ahead......i have alot of plans in terms of marriage, house....family...so i should not waste this opportunity.....i have 2 NCs that will help me thru....and i have abt 6 months to learn as much.....so i will pray hard that i wil get thru all this....

thats that..

soccer training was GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!! MY body starts to work out here baby!! sat was at east coast park....we played soccer in the dark..haha....everyone confused already.....we jogged, we practice our kicking....we played with the boys..

sunday last min called up to have training at jurong....haha...drove down to jurong futsal and we trained real hard.....the boys had their game in the morning...and now they are training us....so kesian rite.........we have not got our positions yet...only when the full squad is in la....i really cant wait for the game....nervous yes....but...excited too.!!!! AND AND...we are going to be intervied by the media..becos of our unique name PLAYCHEAT...so the girls will be in tooo..........and it will be in the newpaper.( weekend warrior) if i not mistaken la...so ppl check it out ok!!! hahaha.....heheh.....

ok ok ....thats all for the updates..need to clean clean clean...... tooodlez...

2008-03-24T14:00:00.002+08:00

harlow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its been a while since i blogged...something wrong with the laptop.....i do not know la...actually got alot of things to update BUT im just lazy to type out haha....

firstly, im done with my 3 nites!! yeah! at last...my 1st 2 nite was peaceful like hell...10 patients total...i just served the net...and while waiting for my 3rd break i dozed off at the counter...just imagine...icu was sooo quiet...that we really had nothing to do....soo boring...no action...it really makes me more more tired...

but my last night..was shit....2 collapse case...both restless patients....suddenly collapse...BUT they are not mine.....haha BUT they ARE HD patients....and the in charge is a neuro- trained nursed! ..she din have a good nite.....both of her patient suddenly collapse....i helped her alot...that i tired myself out.....and again i DOZED off at the counter!!!! my eyes were soooo heavy....

the neuro trained nurse have not settled yet when i sign off...i helped her alot already ...so i think she dun mind me going home la w/o saying gdbye to her....i dare not disturb her sia!!! once she is in this situation her mood is atrocious!!...

so..thats that abt work....

tmr i be going to TOA PAYOH HDB HUB to pay for my house, down payment first la...5%++. freaking $12 725.50...cash +CPF....it will be ready in 2012...i just dun believe that i am having a house on my own...CAN YOU??!! haha.....

i really need to meet up with chey, got alot of things to talk n gossip hahaha.......miss her alot!

oh yes....my hubby is getting me and his frends gfs to play soccer..!!! the last time i play futsal was when i was pri 6. it will be held on the 6th april...and im night on that day...last night...but was thinking ....it should be alright...3-6pm at kallang... i dun have the major skills ..but abit kick here and there ok la.....BUT its all about having FUN with the gerls...haha.....i watch my mum play soccer once..and its freaking scary.....the gerls play rough....pushing here and pulling there.....wa lau....im good at that...playing rough...heheh......i cant wait to play n have fun with them...

im going to cut my hair..but ned to keep alil bit longer first...cos i wanna cut like KATIE HOLMES.....and colour i want a change thats all....i know i reallly look good with short hair(praising myself huh!) but im just tooooo bored with it....

so wait la....maybe next mth...

ok i need to prepare my minutes and also prepare for my presentation to the ward about ANEURSYM

2008-03-09T16:10:00.009+08:00

retrolicious

the day i was waiting for!!!!!

had a jolly good time... delicious food,excellent music.. boogie thru' out the night!!!

everyone dress sooo nice...

not forgetting my mum's won 1ST for the DANCE-EXCERSIZE COMPETITION!

$200 not bad!!!sooo proud of her...

pictures!!!...

2008-02-22T11:50:00.004+08:00

3 days off...........

having 3 days off is what i really need......(2 PH and 1 DAY OFF)..wake up at ten everyday....haha...BUT managed to cook and clean n do the laundry till 1pm...mum is happy with me..so my treat is to go and spent my off meaningfully...

tue: went to have my body scrub, steamed myself in the STEAM BATH, having myself wrapped in a plastic and a thermo blanket......just imagine lying there for 1/2 hr with all ur sweat dripping continuosly and feeling uneasy....phew..now i noe how my patient feel when they have to be on SPINAL NURSING...haha....

one incident is that...after 1/2hr was gone ..they told me to cool my body down....so ok ....i went to the bathroom and sat down....felt relieved...but i startfeeling nausea and my body was sooo weak......then i knew i was going to faint anytime.....so i asked for help....they came to my rescue and lie me down ..gave me a glucose drink...after that i felt better....SOOO PAISEH LEH!!!

The consultant told me that its either i din have lunch or it was my first time.....( actually i was thinking IT WAS BOTH OF IT) HEHE....damn paiseh lor.......luckily all chinese.....haha...will never do it again sia.....but it was worth spending my day there...so relaxing....

wed: din go out...be a good girl and stay home...

thur: ana ask me out for tanning at sentosa.....its been so long since i tan..so met her at sentosa at 10am.....find ourselves a spot...and start tanning...we talked abt everything under the sun....eg. marriage, life, our bfs...etc...it was high tide...both of us were so tempting to go in the water..but we din bring extra clothing....stupid us....

abt 1pm, ana felt hypo so we searched for the nearest vending machine and get a drink....went inside one of the shops....and i bought one tube dress ..reallly nice...$33 after 50% was $16...good buy.....

we clean ourselves then head to vivocity to window shop ...trying to find a retro dress for my mums dnd...ana could not stop buying clothes.....omg! she total bought 3 tops and 1 pants...if i not mistaken....shes going to BKK for goodness sake....aiyoh!!!!! shop there la...but shes happy with what she have now...

we went to our separate ways....i went to outram to meet my mum to see her dance....it was cool....cant wait tot see it on the real day...

today strat work...night shift.2 nights and sund off again and ainul wll be back today....hoooray..misss her sooo much!!!!!!...

overall i can say i love having 3 days off straight....next yr chinese new yr i want to work again...haha.....so i keep the ph and go some where....

2008-02-14T21:23:00.003+08:00

VALENTINE'S DAY......

SUPPOSE TO BE A LOVEY DOVEY DAY...but our syahril is working , so after my am shift i went home straight. felt quite lonely la.but what to do....anyway i was thinking, i already have a daughter, so why i bother right..

haiz...i remember the younger days of mine on VALENTINES DAY, i suppose to start work at 6pm. so i met up with syahril at 2pm in town....it was such a hot sunny day. that was my very first time to go town in the afternoon...everybody was holding flowers, bouquets of it..and i had none...he wanted to buy me but i told him i wanted lilies....we searched hi n lo and it was out of stock!! haha....so went to far east basement...i saw this shop selling fake roses but its in a fabric material with metal piece inside where u can bent it anyway u want.....its about my waist high...n its big....so he bought it."

as i walked down in orchard ..every body was looking at me..and was like " whao, so big""whao so nice"" something different".. .i was blushing already....syahril wanted to hide his face..haha....hehe....we ate at swensen...at took a photo.....its with him i dun have it....i hope he still kept it...

that was my best valentines day.......now its like nothing to me la.....hes working and im all alone....he is trying his very best to make time for me....and i really love him....

this yr will be our 5 yrs together(23 nov 2004) & we have been enganged for almost 3 yrs now.(28 aug 2005)..time flies very fast huh.....

i hope we will be strong and stay faithful to each other till we get married !

i noe sometimes i am being hard on him....but i already tell myself to talk to him nicely...and whatever he say im not going to talk back(if its the fact la)...... what noryn say is true...shes mine counsellor....haha....she good man...i love her sooo much!!!

2008-02-07T14:49:00.000+08:00

MY NITE ON EVE CHINESE NEW YEAR........................(ALL TAKEN WITH MY LG VIEWTY)

JGN STRESS BABE!!!

MY GOOD FRIEND, RUZANNA, WRITING HER SKELETON REPORT

KAK AZIZAH....JUST CAME BACK FROM HER 1 1/2 SLEEP.................. HAHA...

OK OK ...NIGHT WAS GREAT...NOT BUZY...SOOO PEACEFUL.....DIN SLEEP...TALK TO RUZANNA ABOUT EVERYTHING.......FROM A TO Z....HAHA...TONIGHT 3RD NIGHT....HOPE IT WILL BE GOOD N PEACEFUL...

2008-02-05T17:25:00.000+08:00

Congratulations to NORIZAN N SYAIFUDDIN......O2/O2/2008

such a sweet, lovely and adorable couple
I REALLY hate this picture....he always spoil the picture...haiyo......hahaha

anyway....pictures do say a thousand words...but here im saying a few words only...hehe..

went to noryns engangement,.....she look sooo beautiful..me n ana were so impatient in seeing her in the beautiful light green gown.....im soo happy for her.....she will be my future neighbour, my good and crazy frend haha.....i have to thank her for all the couraging words and wisdom that she has given to me...and also not forgetting thanks for giving me the strength to go on and showing me how to tackle with guys....i REALLY LOVE U !!!!

my off day today....2 nite tmr n thur....oh wel i hope total will be low...(fingers crossed)

im still thinking on what to do for syahril birthday....ideas pls....me n ana are planning something .......

im craking my head now .................NEED HELP HERE.....

2008-01-31T10:18:00.000+08:00

remember the old times............

was cleaning my room n saw a few albums......when i was sec 4 n 5...................... how much i miss those days...........so young n beautiful.......how i wish i could turn back the time n cherish those moments.......

this is the doctor which i got a crush on....dun care abt the hair......he had it cut now...look sooo more cuter........but now i have to stop thinking abt him......cos i dun think he is that interested to be my frend.........................

so what ever la......he is a chinese mix indian......a malaysian..............just soooo kental la.....haha...

2008-01-28T11:24:00.000+08:00

CAR WASH

SPARKLING CLEAN

sunday suppose to be family day...and yes....family day it is .....CAR WASH everyone..hahha.....first time i car washed manually all by myself..usually its me n mum...now its me, my boo n ainul hahaha....family mah............fun ok....syharil keep splashing water at me...and im all wet..........darn....start washing at 6pm..and ended at 8 pm...then we went arounf at punngol trying to be familiarise with the place but still i cant ..i was sooooooo lost..................haha...

went to white sands to buys food for the family....then went home....i was soo tired....not because of the car wash...but i din get enough sleep after post nite........even when helping mum to cut the chillies ,,i dozed off...hahaha....mum scolded me....i deserved it...but i was toooo tired....post nite..straight away helping with the chores.....thats like more than 8 hours of work......

sat 2nd feb going to noryuns engangement...i totally do not noe how to get there.....seriously..see how la the plan.....

i pissed of with one of my collegue....shall not blog abt it.....

shall get ready for work now................toddlez

2008-01-24T11:48:00.000+08:00

photoshoot costume....

sally's engangement......20/1/2008

went to my dearest fren siti salbiah aka sally engangement...it was totally awesome!!! i like the the bollywood costume she wore......i can say it was grand .....the photoshoot, the bollywood thing.. and of cos the ring...(if its silver i like it....)

after that went to have my car washed at petrol station.....then picked syahril n ainul then head to vivocity...suppose to go

out with the in laws..but they were nowhere to be found....we searched hi n lo for them but to no avail...so only the three of us la....walking around vivo...and freaking my parking was like $8 plus!..hehe......so expensive!!!!!

this jan..my dept has 6 staffs been promoted to ssn 1 and also some have their jobs upgraded....how great sia...i was thinking if they can do it...i also can la.....hehe....but dnoe when ....but first adv. dip hve to go thru first before anything..

pay is coming yahoo!!!!!!!! i dunnoe what to buy .............haha

...but i have made a promise to buy some one a watch!....shutz......i hope it wont be ex hehehe.....

ana....i want to go sentosa....go tanning....go swimming...we go with the cousinz aite!!! ajak noryn also !!!

ok i want to bath already ...

2008-01-18T19:31:00.000+08:00

reading nana's blog......and yeah i truly agree with her.....not only her....my blog also kinda dead.....but im still alive...just no mood to blog...

alot of things happen for the month of jan....i thought it would be a great start but it turns to be not........syahril has done the most biggest and stupid mistake ....i shall not elaborate...makes me sooooo sad n sooo disappointing that i nearly ended my own life......n yes i nearly ok.....but some frends of my n my cousin, ana helped me thru.....and i have to thank them for helping me to stay on track again......

im just living my life now as it is.....he has to gain back whatever he has loss within me.....

some times i regret...sometimes i really cant leave him.....i dont noe.........i just cant trust him anymore!!!!!!

given him alot of chances and he still doing it! am i a failure??!!! im still cant get over it.....

work is fine.....

thats all i can say....

went out with ana...to marina sq... we are such a dumbo! wanted to eat at food court but we cant even find one......but we had a good meal at CARL'S Jr......then u noe what....wen i went home ana msged me saying that actually there is a food court...and its above royal sporting hse!!! how stupid can we be...

slack at starbucks..took pictures......venting all my stress out......drank my fav hot chocolate.....people kept looking at us...kos we kept taking alot of pictures....wtf!

anyway had a great time with her.....hope we can do it again la......now with noryn.....

ok shall stop here for now....

2008-01-03T17:32:00.001+08:00

hey all....

im down with flu and a bad throat...plus my wisdom tooth!! 2 days mc....after the countdown la i guess thats y im sick!..... nevermind...im totally fine...just a few meds and im back to work...

well beach party was a blast! but...alot of banglas@@! ...actually who cares..they are like the jokers at the beach party...hahah.....we just stand at our spot n dance all nite....music was great..esp dj shy..she played good music......after midnite strikes....there was a live band playing all the jazz musics.....was very relaxing....with the cold breeze...and everyone just laid back n enjoy the ambience......esp with the loved ones.....................so romantic....hehe....

pics im lazy to put it here la....some other time....internet slow!!!

ana. i pas the sd card to u ok !!! and noryn too...........

2007-12-25T14:47:00.000+08:00

(*random pics....more in multiply....)

KL TRIP...........22ND DEC - 24TH DEC...........

hey people....im back ...miss me ...haha....i miss u guys soooo much.......really no joke....cheyanne, caroline, ruzanna n heryani....my best buds...

kl was a blast....shopping was crazy!!!!BUT i din buy much for myself......i pay much for ainul clothings...and food...hehe....but i got myself 2 sundress ...and a few hair clips....and an initial for my hp( bling2 some more).....

we din went to sunway...cos we thought it was too expensive n boring....instead we went to BERJAYA TIMES SQ. played the thrilling rides till my head went doink! my head was spinning.....could not take it anymore...but my hubby forced me to take another thrilling ride! after that i teared cos i could not take it any longer.....

dont want to elaborate anything on food....food there is heaven! finger licking goood!!!!

last day we head on to HARD ROCK ..to have our dinner.....the food, music, and the service is tip top....wish i could stay over longer but some one was tooo tired to stay...hmmmph!

i miss work ...i miss the doctors.....hehe....i heard he cut his hair!!! could not wait to see him!!!

im going to SILOSO BEACH COUNTDOWN PARTY with ana n noryn....cant wait.....bought the sundress earrings.....ready to go.....yeah.!!!!

2007-12-21T16:09:00.000+08:00

i' ll be away for 3 days...will be back on 25th dec.!

KL HERE I COME!!!

IM GONNA MISS SOMEONE................

2007-12-19T17:13:00.000+08:00

finally...............

the laptop is in a good condition.......haha.....first thing first...

16 dec...went to fiza engagement....pretty lil gal......wish her all the best with azar!
met up with chey and sher...alot of things we talked about..work and gossiping abt other people..*wink* hehe...miss them already....esp my boo...

syahril kol me up after that saying that we got the hdb loan....im soooo happy..i cant believe im getting a house of my own.!!! hehe.......last obstacle to go thru is the down payment.....14k! ....after that we shall wait for the keys!!! yeah!!!

ok.......work has been soooo great ok ...but this week was ssssssssuuuuuuuuper busy!!!!!!!!!!! ful house in icu!!! phew....festive seasons..and its super buzy!

yest we let our hair dwon ....its our icu ward party......hehe....yeah my ssn haryani msged to the doctor that i had a crush on....(he is still there..yest was his last day) saying that we are having a party at 4 n u are invited...im asking this on su's behalf....i was like OMG!!! HE WAS THERE! making his rounds! every one there mistook my name and his name and always teasing us....hehe.....but the most happening part is he came to the party!!!!!

he came at the right time cos we were having games. n he was pulled to join in...and he was pulled into my group....and this game that we are playing requires us to hug and touch....hehe..and guess what he hugged me and i hugged him...(someone is jealous ok!) haha....he ate and then came back at 8 to have a second round.....heheh....i really badly want to take a pic with him and yani helped me thru....and yeah we took pic together!!!! i din bathe that night.....i was high....hehe.....im sooooooooo happy.....only ruz ,yano n aisha noes how ecstatic i am...yesterday!

year end party ......any planning....sentosa? or just hang around like last yr.........buzz me aite.....u noe who u are................

2007-12-08T11:52:00.000+08:00

thats my label for this post..... BORED.....

the whole week was just go work n come back....other that that....nothing...no life........how i wish i could turn back the time.........

ok ok i have to tell this.....i got a crush on with my icu medical officer (dr sulaiman) weird name rite...so the TRADITIONAL! HAHA.....oh gosh..he look soooo cute.......................he will be in the icu for 2 weeks after that another posting....hehe...trying to talk to him and at last i open up with him pertaining to patient la....at least something...hehehe...im being very cheeky!!!! haha....

okok...yest was my off day......came back to work to prepare for christmas party....went back at 2 pm......house work then.....went to hubby house!.....nothing much there la...just the mum keep asking me when when??.................y? n y?....i was dumbstruck man.....but managed to answer truthfully.....

today on afternoon shift......sianz....work on saturday....haha...hope it will be peaceful...

for those going to ZOUK OUT.. have fun aite!!!

ok shall stop here.............

2007-11-28T10:27:00.000+08:00

everything changed..................

first updates will have to be at sentosa!!! had a great time !! the family day was VERY LAME!! i din bother taking part! i got myself tan and swim with hubby n his friends! i did a back lift on huby and my feet hit one of the rocks n bleeds! but it was cooool!

supposedly i was suppose to go to chalet with my collegues but however hubby and his frends wasnted to go karaoking! i was like HUH??...

packed up and eat at vivo....then head to town...the kids went to wonder themselves at town.....while i n syharil at k box......and i sing! ew!!!! i totally cannot sing but was forced to ! all of them can sing ok! me NO!haha................. duet-ted with syahril with my favourite singer FUAD! HEHEH we cant hit the high notes hahaha............

kids called at 11pm....so we head home...bumped into sham n osman....ok i din not regconised them at all! i din stopped n talked to them ..i was wearing something indecent......boobs all showing........hehe......so yeah....everyone was tired....incld me the driver!

woke up late the next day.......

sunday had a big major fight with hubby......to his 2 frends sorry la to disturb..but i was sooooo stressed up i got no one to vent the anger out to.....i was crying all night! my eyes were swelled up......but we talked things thru n we promised each other......a few thigs la.....

so now we are ok......i hope he will love me like he used to...and not play me out.......and for me....i hope i will be nice to him....

thats all.....................

2007-11-23T20:05:00.000+08:00

at johor after a heavy supper!!!!!!!

5 daYS of ANNUAL LEAVE.............and still counting.....

my leave was not that boring after all.....got things to settle..

:my house.

:have to come back to work and attend peer support course

:going to sentosa for CGH family day

before i was on leave.....i had a very bad day at work....as usual la...patient turn bad and i was all alone taking care of the patient....my stress level was very very very high.....syahril was waiting for me from 09 15pm...i left at 10 30pm.....he was angry la..but i was crying suddenly cos of my stress la..............then after that he understood.....lukily....

my house.............half way settled.......i cant confirmed yet until i sign the aggrement....so....i will keep updating ok....

i got nothing to blog now.....cant wait to relief my stress tmr nite.........

2007-11-13T13:21:00.000+08:00

post nite...............

early in the morning i got a msg form my ward sis " i need u to come back n complete ur competency checklist n also there will be a talk on infection control at 4pm..."

when i saw this i went back to sleep...in my heart i was like blardy shit la....im on night today (as in on the 12/11/07)..and u are asking me to come back....wa lau!!! so i woke up at 11am...do the house work and went out at 3 15pm..i din sleep lar....my fren fetched me from my house....

after the talk ended at ard 7pm..i went to simei banquet to have my ban mian mee....yet my eyes are soooo sleepy....slept for awhile at the tea rm...and started to do my night shift.....lukily its only 1 nite.....and my only last nite!!!!

night was peaceful n quiet.......great!!

morning after pass over....go for breakfast...went home straight....knocked out!!!!! i was sooooooo tired..................aiyoh!!! pls la when im on night..i need the sleep...no sleep i cant function!

later meeting up with chey n caroline....cant wait.......!

oh yeah....HDB HUB has scheduled me to come down n select my block and unit for my house......i am very happy yet stressed la...cos got alot of paper work to prepare....

i noe its small.....(cant do anything abt it) but i was thinking of ainul ....and also i have less out 1 burden....at least when i have settled down i no need to stress my self out and go hunting for a house u see...at least i noe i have a house waithing for me in the future.....

i thought of getting a resale flat...but u see...the cash...im just not willing to fork out......and i will not noe how much will the market be...in the future....and if i were to fork out alot... i may have to do renovations if the house not in a gd condition......so another $$ .......at least this house whoch im getting is already been done with ceramics tiles and timber doors....otner than that if i were to add in something or have my own perferences i dont think i have to spent that much....

so now u get what i mean...i do really want a spacious 4 room....but to find like my mums...is damn difficult....just imagine..if i dont take this hse....i will have to hunt after i get marrried...whicj i wish not to la....cos just fork out for wedding ...then have to find house...another $$..so ma fan ley!!!

so im going on 19 nov...during my leave...to see the showflats...and enquire alot of things ...then if i have decided ....i have to come down on 22 nov...to decide....which block and unit i would want......

PUNGGOL VISTA... here i come....................

my legS ARE killing me....just did my exercise regime....and 100 sit ups......! phew...tmr another set!!! i hope i can lose some weight till end of january.....

2007-11-05T18:42:00.000+08:00

PART OF PLAYCHEAT NO A FULL ONE....................................

LOOK ! I ALSO HAVE THE design sticker! DONT ASK ME ABT THE DENT OK!
ON OUR WAY HOME...........................................

2007-11-05T18:21:00.000+08:00

future planning............................

i have alot to update to those who wants to know whats been happening to me....well i have not die yet haha....i am still alive breathing spontanously at home and at work.....its just its very difficult to get hold of the laptop...how sickening is that.!!....

anyway......work has been fine ......sister has been bugging us for our competency checklist.....nag nag nag.....hai yo......my ears pain leh.....

anyway MY DEAR CHEYANNE....IM HAPPY THAT U R MOVING ON AND HAPPY WITH UR LIFE NOW......HEHEH.....I CANT WAIT TO MEET U ON 13 NOV! HEHE....I HEARD U CUT UR HAIR@!@@@!!! SOOOO EXCITED TO C U!!! I HOPE I CAN DRIVE ON THAT DAY LA....

OK UPDATES ON MY WHEREABOUTS.....ON 27 OCTOBER....WENT RAYA -ING WITH HUBBY friends...- PLAYCHEAT.- it was great and tiring!!!! dis yr is a minibus not a big giganntic bus like last yr....wanted to bring the car but luckily did not cos i slept on the way back home in the cab.....hahhahah... lukily the next day im on afternoon shift.......so not bad la...still can sleep ....hehe.....

3/11/07...was the best raya -ing i ever had la....hubby motor friends( THE MASK) all jalan raya all in bikes...how coool sia.....ALL THE noise ...the SPIRIT OF ONE FOR ALL ,ALL FOR ONE! JUST IMAGINE 18 BIKES AND ME ,OF COURSE I DROVE LA....ALL in the expressway and in the same lane.......like escorting ....hehe......its abit dangerous cos they like to race...so i was very careful on that day...but eventually i reached home safe and sound...

anyway..abt my future planning...syahril's mom is very persistent on getting us marriend on 2008 dec....that is like next yr....i mean wa lau..im not ready neither is syahril......so yes had a discussion with him and my mum n my 1st dad....we decided the date to be 01 .01. 2010 . nice date huh...this is kiv.....if my stepdad is ard in spore....and his family is ok with it...then we stick to it .....im soooooooooooooooooooooooo excited!!!!!!

mine is gonna be a dinner ..no under the block kinda....and also dinner means dinner...no 11-5 pm one....dunnoe la syahril side....

still ..this issue still ongoing ..so i shall update u guys hor......i still have yet to receive the anws from him...................

2007-10-20T20:21:00.000+08:00

wassssuuuuuuuuupppppppppppp

i got a few minutes of blogging b4 ainul comes back......hehe.

im mentally and physically tired.....hari raya preparation.....and work........totally shack!!!!

raya was fun ...as usual..visiting ....non stop.....i got 2 days off. then back to work.....

had just finish my night shift...my 2nd nite was peacefully quiet! haha...enjoy! 3 rd nite was a disaster, only one trauma case...........but the bz was like there was an earthquake...ok la...the maid stole horlicks from a shop and while running away for her life she was knocked down! serve her right BUT,.................SHE WAS ACTUALLY dying when she was admitted to my icu.....her bp was crashing....and here doctors are putting chest tube after chest tube cos she has haemothorax...no head injury....just pelvic #. she died while putting the 2nd chest tube....blood alll over...........totall of 7 litres went in!!! lukily my patient was fine...............i was totally shack!!!!! tired burnt out!

oh yeah b4 my nite i was on morning shift....and one of my patients collapse in the morning...just after i take report.....after packing her.....another patient collapse!.....then a few minutes later...another collapse.....wah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 i was sooooo bz!!! but remain calm.....managed to finish my report....transfer out my onter patient....and transfer in from another.....i survived!!!!! phew..........................................

ok ok ...............enough change topic

im very sad right now....im just sooooooo sad now!!!! i cry n cry n cry...........noryn help me!!! i really love him but im sooooooooooooooo afraid of losing...............................................................y cant he be as romantic like the others......i tried my best but he still like that................he is not as romantic like last time.............................................! i hate the words that coming from his mouth.............................................the more he is like this the more i am being more stubbborn.......if he were to be romantic...i am sure that im not going to rude or rough towards him..............................................

can some one just sh0w him the right way.............................teach him to be romantic like last time.................... i mean so what if we have daughter...............he should noe who to priotise! and also it does not mean we cant have our own privacy............................................................... what ever we do...........he wants ainul to be there! no ainul no going out.....no ainul no this no that...etc...............................................what is this man!!!!!!!!!!

im just pisssed and sooooo sad now..............................................
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2007-10-11T20:43:00.000+08:00

me n meemi......

oh please stop taking pictures of me getting out of my car
he has to learn how to smile man!!!! hai yo!!!! spoilt the whole picture!

heylo.......updates.....above are some pics taken at straits kitchen and also post cut hair....and...me just being able to find a spot to park my car........hehe....

work is ok ...raya in two days ...sooo excited....hair done waititng to be coloured....eyebrow done...wheee.....im just tired making kuih!!! my eyes are sooooo heavy every day just making kuih....came back home...make cookines...no sleep no rest...hows that.....dunnoe when my sister will give us the leave....next yr i thought of going to bali....any takers....

i have not been talking to my hubby....i am sooo tiredand he dun bother to kol me sometimes just oneor two msgs! i knew that this will happen....i told him before hand already and he reassureme that it wont happen and he will try to make time for me...!! but end up like thins haiz..........................

dunnoe what is going to happen....i hope he miss me.. cos i miss him badly!!!! i wish i could just hug him tight! go by the beach and the watch the sunset.....................and have dinner by the beach.................how romantic!!!!!

2007-10-10T00:58:00.000+08:00

hey hey... ppl. i cut-ted my hair!!! yeah...looks much more neater...and i did my eye brows too lar...for hari raya....after that no more...waiting for my hubby to give me the hair colour and i can dye my hair hehe....

i just finish putting all the last bits of cookies in the tupperware....my eyes are stoning now!!! soooo tired!!!!
lukily im afternoon tmr......if not i think i tekan MC sia tmr.....

atfter work met up with the nurse clinician and nurse managers....feedback session...me as usaul gave the feedback.....oh yeah (side track abit) caroline already packed 3 patients...and yest her 2nd nite she packed 2 the most..!!! envy her lor...i have not packed anyone.!!!!so just noe atfer the feedback session finish at 3 ....i thought can go home but NO....we had to do a mock up resus.....a bit kanjiong la....heheh..mess here and there....but overall we learnt alot....oh yeah also caroline was emotional after packing her last patient....poor thing....

i want to have the same feeling as her lar.....do resus and resus....till we all shack heheh...CRAZY SUE!!!!

went home at ard 7 plus ...its like im doing a 12 hr shift leh!!! damn tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok o k....raya is coming.....sooo excited ......2 days off !!!!!

pics will be uploaded ok ...dad bought a new camera lumix.....chey its like urs leh....black also........

ok o k..i want to sleep now....

tata....

to that someo ne..i miss u alot......

2007-10-06T20:11:00.000+08:00

hey hey... at last i got hold of the laptop.....been on afternoon shift for the past 3 days....buey tahan...and this week i drove to work for 5 freaking days.....even so...i had a lot of problems at work ..i broke down once cos i was very angry with myself for not being able to do and amend small lil things....i was stressed up....i cried in front of my collegues...

but all i wanted just to relieve myself.....and i did....the next day i work hard and work hard.....
4/ 10/07 marked the best day at work..cos before i start work my patient was sent up to general ward....so after that i got no patient...but i helped my other collegues....stress free...hehe..

yest had mine HEALTHY COOKING COMPETITION... i din win of course..but its ok ....next yr try again....thanks to ruz syikin and caroline who came down and support me....

then again....on that day was the best day of my life because....i transfer out 2 cases all by meself...and transfer in another case ...with team work nothing can go wrong.....thats yeah ppl who helped me...during the trandfer in case....and surprising ly the case i took in is the auntie of the chief surgery doctor!!!!! vvip lor...i took care of her with TLC.....HEHE...

today i took 2 cases.....independently...and i got a smart aleck and a well behaved patient....can die lor......aiyo.....but i managed to transfer out the smart aleck one....felt relief!!! hehe.......

i so happy tmr i off yeah!!!!!

raya next week!!!

2007-09-27T20:44:00.000+08:00

fasting and working........................................

this is my first time i fast while working...can bear with it la.....working in the icu make the time go faster that sometimes i myself do not realise it was time for me to go home. but when it is time for me to go home i felt soooo tired to go home..i fell like sleeping there...haha....

working is fine...we are starting our night shift soon....but only one night....she want us to get hte feeling of it...mine will be tmr...friday nite.....sat day off and sun afternoon...so it means i will not get to see my hubby...sob sob...

today work sucks ...i could not work.....my mensus just came...and suddenly my body felt sooo lethargic .........i simply cant work with peoplr who are sooooooo KAN JIONG....it will make me feel lost and also kan jiong...and when that happen i just could not follow intsructions and i tend to forget things that was instructed to me....

i miss my nyp craziee frends, miss my secondary mates.....miss my favourite cousins and nieces......

ainul is back from her father's house....becoming naughtier and naughtier.....she will tend to blame others for kicking her which actually shes the one who kicked them....hahah......durr.....

hubby passed his motor bike class 2a......sooo happy.....

hari raya preparation is so so la....clothes already bought......cookies not my prob cos i noe that i will be working during weekends... the only thing i noe that my mum is going to kl a week after hari raya...so i got the car ...yeah......i been driving to work...since....some times 3 days straight....cool huh....buzz me if thosewanna go riding k....or chill outz...

ok thats all for my entry....will update soon...

totally shack ..now...

sue camden

2007-09-17T20:23:00.000+08:00

taken aback....

i din blog for quite awhile....i already started to work on weekends....no time la.

anyway i still do not believe that i work on weekends..haha....like tak percaya gitu.....hehe...but it was ok la...i already start to take 2 case already...i heard from one of my staff nurse that ppl are commenting abt me....i was like huh??.....they say i am confident....really meh?? haha....i receive good feedbacks from a few la...i have to be on my best behaviour cos the sr nurse manager was my mum's colleague back then in toa payoh....mum was en and NM was a SN....just imagine how many donkey years was that..not only her....got a few ppl who have worked with my mum in toa payoh..... so i really have to put on my best behaviour during work...work is work play is play...

anyway ..i was reading my friend's bloggie..she saying abt her saving money for her big day.....jealous jugak sey.....hehe...i do have savings...but i still need to save more.......
love the part when she wrote abt what love is actually.....trully it does need patience and trust...give and take...even though they are bz like hell with their work .they do meet up and be with each other . it does have to be at a candle lit dinner...a walk by the beach is good enough....

i cant compare others with me...ppl are born in different ways....they have their own ways....
i hope my relationship last long with no fights and i hope he on the other side will always give and take.....pls be matured and pls do not spent ur money on unneccesary things....

2007-09-12T23:07:00.000+08:00

3 days nursed the same patient...............................

mon....pm shift..

came to work looking fresh..took bed 1 as my case...so i was totally in charge of the patient...
my i/c was bz with dialysis.so she din even take a look on how i was doing...

nevermind....so i helped my i/c to send her patient to anigogram...almost an hour...my 4pm meds have not given yet....stress level up liao....
went up back....no one was around...all went for the talk....ok.....so i gave my 4pm med at 5pm...still acceptable....then suddenly at 6pm my patient desaturate...to 88%....i was running up and down calling the doc and chge the mask from 40% to 50% to 100% NRBM! ok no one help me except my 2 ens and my ssn heryani...(she was not even my i/c) they help me....patient was sweating like a mad dog ! the pillow was soooo wet!aiyo.... i was sooo tired..i din go for my break! till 9 30pm..which is the time for me to go back la...9pm then i start to write report...but my mind was totally blank.....9 30pm then i sat down to eat....i was soooo tired... haiz......i din break down or what ...i was ok....i went home at 11pm..thanks to that some one who sent me home heheh....

tue....pm shift again
same patient..was ok for a while...but when i was about to start her stat dose of digoxin....her bp went down to 68/49!.....lagi i panicked! i called my i/c anb i stopped every drip tha tis there.....
i was kan chiong abit! hehe.....at least better than yest...

friday im driving....not to work...cos mum needs it more...so i shall pick the car up at HPB pick up ainul then syahrils frends..then we go eat! hehe....cant wait...sat im off duty....sun im am shift....good luck lor....now have to work on weekends!

tmr is start of fasting......i hope i can lose weight la...pray hard....

ok that all folks..

sue camden..

2007-09-09T08:01:00.000+08:00

ok start blogging sue.....

thurs went home from work ....msg-ing mimi....and she said she preparing to go to swimming....wa lau! i told her to wait for me hehe.....so i waited at the bust stop and we went to down town east to swim for abt 45 mins...ainul do not want to get out of the swimming pool..but i forced her too......then we sat down to have our dinner...my legs are damn tired lor,...after 2 days of fitness....hehe....

friday went to meet up with my boo cheyanne.....hey thanks alot la....i dont mmind if u guys cant help or what but i fet great just talking with u guys....i dun think much when im with u guys....hehe...

hurry homw cos its dada birthday ...bought hair clips from montip...pathetic...but at least sumthing la....

den syahril ask me to go to changi village cos he want to eat....so ok la...waited for his friends....and i drove to changi....i speed abit..ehehhe...the frends said i drove like a car racer...puit!!!! hahaha....so he ate till 12 30...and we went home....

monday start shift already.....AM AM PM PM PM DO AM (U PPL SHUD UNDERSTAND WHICH DAY IM WORKING WHAT SHIFT OK)

ok ok ...i got alot of things on my mind

need to buy

: mp3 player

:small basket to put in the locker

:new lip stick and gloss

: a small sling beg for my stationary

thats is abt all la i have in mind.....this incl my birks 2008 collection....wah alot alot.....every day must start eating bread already...hahahah................

i want to cut my hair la....after raya maybe...i want to cut pixie but i want ta fringe...to that i can put a clip...so cute right!!!!! hahaahahah

2007-09-05T23:06:00.000+08:00

this goes out to chey and caroline and whoever has read my latest entry.....

thank u for ur concern ....i really appreaciate it........but i am writting all this just to let it out....not to attract attention or what so ever la....i do trust my friends and its not that i do not trust thereforei did not share ....its just i dun feel like sharing some times....i tend to get emotional....hehe....so anyway ...im trying to just live day by day la....im trying hard to starve myself at times....

so thats thats......work has been ok ...but tiring!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i tend to be sleepy by 3 pm.....wa lau~....my feet are soooo lethargic...that sometimes i feel like taking a taxi home....but anyway i hope i can bring the car la.which i already started driving it.....so it feels good la to drive proper...for the last 2 yrs.....haha.....

just now after work we have this testing likit test....its like fitness test with no strict rules i can say.....we can try a few times...and do the real one and given 2 chances....sit and reach is a must.....2nd st we can choose either sit up, standing broad jump or push up....and also 2km walk or run......it was damn tiring lor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we ran in our scrubs suits.....sooo hot....

anyway mum just came form kl....bought soo many stuffs.....i will be wearing a black baju kurung and a champhagne colour baju kurung.....syahril has also the same colour and pattern like me....ainul do not have....she wasnt to go again....she say hard rock kl is soooo happening when she went!!!! she went in with slippers...how cool is that...........................

meeting up with my boo this friday....chey..................miss her tooo much....

ok my eyes now are coming nearer and nearer......................sleepy................................bye........

2007-09-01T20:54:00.000+08:00

thinking and thinking...........am i doing the right thing??.........

why guys after thay did a mistake...they will do it again??............
they say "i promise i will not do it"....but 2 days later they will do it again...
they dont like when we start sms-ing with guys...but them on the other hand can msged with their female classmates........so is that called fairness.....?

to me its totally unfair! i do not noe why i am bekaving like this but...
do u think im am being fair or am i just too much?

i have this thinking everytime when this thing happen...

i just dun understand why they can msg such a lovey dovey msgs...or even sent sweet talking msgs to the classmates or school mates...but when it comes to their own gfs or fiancee, they dont msg like that.....

u guys noe i love to be loved. but i am not being loved since i give birth to my daughter. the sweet msgs, the lovey dovey msgs are all gone ....even if i start stroking his hands he will push away, i stroke my fingers on his neck he say its ticklish..(isnt that suppose to be ticklish and further more u should like the feeling when being tickled by ur loved one.) u see what i mean....it really turned me off'!

no more sweet kisses on the forehead.....no more holding hands or hugs......sometimes i really want to starve myself to hunger so that he will feel the pain that im going thru.....he always say
im fat, im too heavy for his bike......im very sensitive with this kind of remarks.....should i or should i not do it......i really really hate myself right now................

i hate myself
i hate myself
i hate myself
i hate myself
i hate myself

i can be happy in front f my friends...but when i go home im a totally different person.....im a GEMINI....split personality....but pls do not ask me anything.......i rather keep it to myself and just live with it...

i mean he is a good and responsible person.......but this kind of problems can be solved .....but i think the prob lies with me la.......i am just sooooooooooooooooooooo fucking fat that MAYBE he is too ashamed to declare i am his fiance.........may be thats the reason i really do not noe........
i want him to have that feeling " im soooo scared to lose u" or i do not want to lose u .....
ok i am not depressed now.....i think tooo much!!!

i just hate myself totally!!!!!!!
i feel like taking a knife and just slash my ugly fcuking face and body!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sue camden

2007-08-31T22:50:00.000+08:00

weekends...........

hey hey.......today work was a really really tired!!...............half a day we took care of patients....and another half teaching......the teaching part was the total bore! i and caroline fell asleep hehe.....the teaching was about ventilator.....

went home as quickly as i could....did some house chores as usual...and then cook ...then house chores again....i finished about 10 plus.....so get hold of the laptop......and start using lor..

tmrim going for some course.....then after that i do not noe what to do..mum gave me 3 stacks of school names and to do some paper work

.........

chey when are we going out....hehhe weekends ok ....
miss you so much.....
so difficult ok to have a frend like her ...
even though her words can be harsh ...BUT she really meant it...to me her harsh words are words of encouragement, determnation...and courage....
so some of u cant accept what she is or what she say so be it...she a wonderful frend....w/o i dun think i would noe things like birks, all the weird snacks...and food,....w/o her i be lost.....
hehe..... thankd u for all the letters u sent to me....hari raya must cum to my house ok.....hehe...

2007-08-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

hey looo.....

its coming to the weekend!!!! hoooray...2 days already i jaga 1 patient each day! so far so good....

wed i took care of the indonesian girl who had an accident while riding on a bicycle.....so young 24 yrs old....have not woke up since.....csf fluid coming out from the nose, ears....and also she had diarrhea!!! i think she is going anytime soon la....

today look after a FON patient.....i already done the dressing so neat and tidy...i came back he pulled out the dressing....lukily he did not take out the drain! i m sooo pissed la.....the nyp physiotherapist did their assesment ans din not tie it properly! hai yo...sooo angry.....

enough bt work..\
yest i applied a house in punggol....the area / project is called PUNGGOL VISTA, SO i just apply la ...dunnoe get or not....if i get...i will get it on 2012..so just nice la the timing.....
i hope i get it la.......price now cheaper....

mum now went to kl ..coming back on mon....miss her...

ok ok ..........thats all la....

2007-08-27T20:02:00.000+08:00

a month has passed.............

a month old already in ICU...ok la....sometimes can be very tiring....chaotic...have not start doing in charge.

today started our morning shift....they scheduled us to do one week am shift..next week afternoon shift. but still sat n sun off...so CHEY ..IF U WANT TO GO OUT..WEEKENDS IT WILL BE OK !!!!

TODAY all of us wore our scrubs suits except ME! why ??!!

im suppose to have 4 L TOPS AND 4 XL BOTTOMS....Our scrubs are damn big lor....even mine top and bottom are super big! i tried on M BUT the hip area is too fitting....the sleeves are just nice.....AS FOR L is very big....PANTS TOOO!!! I ALTRERED THE PANTS COS its too long! i will take pic n u will noe what i mean.....

anyway......abt my scrubs....the vendor gave me 4 L TOPS AND 4 XL TOPS!! NO PANTS!!!! AIYOH!!! i WAS sooo pisssed!!! lukily just now i chge it ..so tmr i shall wear it haha....

TMR 28 AUG 2007 MARKED MY 2 YR ENGANGEMENT WITH HUBBS!!! we have been together for 4yrs......enganged for 2 yrs now....I really love him..i really do.............but does he love me too?......................... i wonder....i just had a flick with him last friday......see la.....aiyo....am i tooo demanding...or am i just crazy...he is not like what he is used too last time when i first met him.....now totallydiff.......hmm........................

cant wait for tmr.....

sue camden

2007-08-19T21:09:00.000+08:00

AKON SMACK THAT PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is my first ever best concert i have been in my entire life!!!

i do not know where to start ...but here goes....

went to meet sally at her house first...then we went to down town east at 5 pm...i noe u guys must say ..." AKON DOIN CONCERT AT THE D'MARQUEE ..TOTALLY NOT COOL.."

but if u thik again...$89 for free standing....and good showmanship....totally worth going!!!

doors open at 6.30pm...we ran to the front...haha..crazie right!!? we ran till we got the center stage....some ang mohs brought their kids....i really dun understand!!! the mc told us that if akon were to go to the audience pls do not push as there are young boys and girls in front....

u think we care.... haha....

akon really get us sooo excited..purposely invite our local hip hop to perform...we all were getting bored already...DJ KOFLOW was good....at 9 30pm then AKON was out!!!!!! the crowd pushed their way to get hold of his hands!!! but heck ....i din give a damn.... i got hold of his hands and hold it tight when he ssang " LONELY"...AAARRRRGGGGHHHHHHHH

HE TOOk of his KONVICT shirt and threw to the audience...and his singlet too!!!!!!1

at one point of time...he stand on the railings...with his bodyguard holding him tight! he went to us.....i touch his legs, boxers, and sweaty body!!!!! ppl are pushing from behind and i hold on tight...the security could not control the crowd!!! haha...some girls crying cos there are pinned down at the railing!! i was sooooo happy and ecstatic!!!!

he sang all his 15 songs...from the KONVICT album....

finish at 11 30pm.....we waited at the pavilion to catch him again....SURPRISING THAT SOME angmohs got a chance to go to his room and meet him face to face....all are ang mohs..no locals!!!!

and sooo stupid our spore footballer BHAIHAKI ( DO NOT NOE HOW TO SPELL HIS STUPID NAME) HAD THE CHEEK TO ASK ONE OF THE PRODUCER TO LET HIM SEE AKON!!! LUKILY THEY DIN LET HIM !!V HAHAHAH!!! U HTINK U CAN GO UP THERE AND SEE HIM JUST BECAUSE U ARE NATIONAL FOOTBALLER!!! HECK..AKON DOES NOT KNOW WHO THE HELLU ARE!!! I JUST PISSED THAT SOME GIRLS GOT TO SEE HIM!! THATS ALL!!!

BUT what ever it is....i ha a good hell of a time....i have sore throat now....due to that shouting...hahah

tmr work...boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

sue camden

2007-08-16T20:21:00.000+08:00

days go on and on...............

chey...sorry ok for not updating.....been very tired lately.....physically tired...haha

anyway....ISO AUDIT has finished.....so we need not to worry as we were sent out of the dept.haha...sat in the library...do some case study and surf the net........anyway...birks 2008 is here...im going so crazy abt it..

work wise is going ok...alot of checklist to fill up still...anyway staff is trying to uild rapport with us la...only some of them abit racist! i do not wish to talk abt it...

anyway...got my AKON TIX sooo excited abt it! i will be out the whole day from morning ...going to this HEARTSTRING WALK AT THE MARINA BAY .with the spastic children and the low iqs ....buddy-ing with ana....hehe....

i have seen alot of cases in the icu...suicidal, drug addicts, trauma, brain dead...those who came in and die can be as young as 17 yrs old!!! this week itself got 3 patients who died! one after another....can have 2 at one go! just imagine!

sounds eerie kan.... night shift lagi worse...they say they will hear patient crying, playing with the chairs and the microwave...im soooo scared la...hehe....

anyway chey....this are the sandals i want haha...

2007-08-09T10:58:00.000+08:00

mum and fiza
me with brunei-an nurse....
me and paul the nurse!!! handsome right!!!

2007-08-09T10:53:00.000+08:00

cool rite the effects.....others pics will be at multiply!!!

2007-08-09T10:19:00.000+08:00

hellllllllllloooooooooooooooooo....

make it a fast and a short blog if i can hahah.......been sooo tired lately........work is going fine...like i said alot of things have to be learned.....only yest i was attached to my sn in charge la...1 staff nurse to 3 patients....u thnk its cool rite...walau...alot of changes!! doctors after doctors came to make the changes....its not like ward area..where doc come only in the morning.

thats that....u noe what...the day before nurses day....all the ADORNs...(assistant diresctor of nursing) and the deputy director and the director came to SICU to take pic with us....and u noe when i shake and say hello to the deputy director she was screening me up and down...andsay " wah, groovy specs ah.." what was that supposed to mean??!!! hai yo...i just smiled...hehe..

then on the nurses day itself, i was in the lift with my sister and the deputy director and some of my collegues. she pointed at me for my specs to my nurse manager,...
my sister came up to me and said " sulastri, ur spec is soo prominent that every one has to pick on u ." i told her that this spec in not prominent as my white spec which i wore during my student days. she was speechless...i walked off after that.....

i thought after that she ok with it...the next day i came to work with a clip on my hair and i spiked my hair nicely..i was taking report. she came to my area and say " wow sulastri ur hair is so sexy..." i was like WTF!its short and neat!!! she say tmr she also want to gel up her hair like mine...but she say too bad she too old for it....

whatever la....

enough of it...

4th aug was my single day out man!!!

i went out wiht my cousins w/o ainul..how great was that.....
like the olden days....

we eat and took alot of pics....ahhaa....had fun la.!!!

ok people me and sally are going to AKON concert......sad though cant go to GWEN STEPH. but AKON just sooo near to my house...why not.....save on transport!!!

ok ok ...i guess that all i have to say...la...i lazy to type all the details...maybe if u guys were to go out with me then i can tell uthe details....

2007-08-02T22:44:00.000+08:00

this was what i got for NURSES DAY.....the turqouise green is the sling...i already got the string...one toiletries beg, one beg to put ur water bottle and stuff and CEO's gift to us...A BIG HEART COOKIE!!!

2007-08-01T20:06:00.000+08:00

random pictures......more to come.....

2007-07-30T23:40:00.000+08:00

well people........................

din do much though went to sgh for SINGHEALTH TALK....for 2 days...went to eat dinner at RAILWAY STATION@! WAS REALLY FUN . hehheh we are not in uniform so we laugh like no body business...

today ...mark the INDEPENDENCE DAY....cause we went to our separate ways....some cried....hehe....im excited though.....

did ward orientation just now...confusing..alot of equipments n consumables to learn.....i din noe they had a longer introducer....and 2 new types of blood warmer..so much to talk about the ward...i had to find time to tyoe all out ...

then we were supposed to end at 5 30pm...but our nc got nothing to talk to us...so she was sooo kind to let us out early...so i rush to hail a taxi and went to douby gaut to meet my dad..took the oizza and went to YWCA FORT CANNING LODGE HOTEL....for the BIENNAL SCHOOL NURSES CONFERENCE....they had nurses who have retired long time ago.....from australia, new zealand, brunei, japan, and also indonesia.....

so the health promotion board was the host la...it will be a one week event.....SNA will be joining for the treasure hunt....they organized it...

so just now help the girls abit la....dressing up to do the malay dance...i got fiza to teach them...so she also dancing...hehe....was sooo happening la!!! we have to teach the ang mohs how to dance hahaha...the food sucks!!! but heck i had a great time!!!

photos will be up soon ok !!!

thats it!

sue camden

2007-07-23T18:43:00.000+08:00

missing.........feeling blue........... stupidity.............excited...

sorry people for missing in action...i got no time to blog for the past few days.....there is alot to blog but i got short memory so some things i will remember and some i wont.

well firstly...all newly-RNs had to take this IV tests...so yeah i pass but failed to reached to their target....i got 22/30. their target was 23/30! never mind....so we checked out the answers and we sat for the same paper....and guess what i got 23/30 ...AND THAT IS FAILED!!!! PASSING MARK WAS 24/30.! she accused me for not studying and looking up for the answers!!! which actually i did la! i was feeling so down that i broke down when i walked home.............

im sitting for the 3rd time this wed! im soo tired ok!

thats that. yesterday....hubby and me went to tamp to walk ard to but tarts for this aini......all the way to tamp just to satisfy her hunger....then head to white sands supermarket...then hubby wanted me to make for him this chocolate cake...instant one ok! so i agreed...so we rushed home and started to make the cake hehe...i happily put the whole mixture into one rectangular tray... and my dearest hubby kept telling me to separate into two..i ignored....after 20mins....there was a volcano eruption in the oven haha....the chocolate actually flowing out ok...overspilling.!!!i was soo panic la.....took out...and separate the mix...and bake again...the first one was abit burnt but nice...the second one was nice la....poured some herseys syrup..and everyone tucked in...IT WAS A ONE SINFUL TREAT!

orientation today...was total bore...had to learnt alot if things.....ivac pump la, syringe pump la and the terumo pump...there say ICU got alot of things to learn...alot of equipments to "play" ard ...got one stack of COMPETENCY CHECKLIST...FOR 3 MONTHS b4 u are a confirmed RN.....WAH!!!another obstacle to go through!! i thought exams and assessment were those days in school but in the clinical area also have to go through all this again!!!! hai yo....

i think my wisdom tooth is calling me ...my gums are swollen....my tooth is 1/4 out..the pain is bearable....why cant it happen during the 2 months break.......why must it be now!!!!

ok ok...shall blg again soonnn

tata

sue camden...

love

2007-07-14T17:30:00.000+08:00

today i came to work very early.....want to know why??....because my lovey-dovey honey DEYDY YENGKI...waited for me from 4.30am under my block...i din noe he called me for 5 times....when i actually suddenly woke up after a bad dream to just check my hp....i called and he say he was under my block.....he supposed to take me at 7 45am. but his friends all went home at 4am....so he waited from 4.30am....till i met him at 6 30am.......he reallly such a sweet-sour-salty hubby la!!!! hehe....at that point of time..i realized that i reallly x10000 looooove him sooo much that it make me think twice of going to work......hahah......i mean i do love him from last time.....but dis morning he waited for me early early in the morning makes my heart melt!

btw he had bbq pit the night before thats why he was ard pasir ris...so we went to have breakfast......then he see me off to work....wanted to give him a big nice- squishy-snuggly hug..but i was in UNIFORM..hehe....

orientation boring as usual................

other than that....thats all la...

CHEY, MY BOO-BOO... IM MISSING U LIKE CRAZY

NANA.NURYN..WHEN ARE WE MEETING UP!!!! HAHA

THATS ALL

SUE CAMDEN

2007-07-12T22:50:00.000+08:00

what a day ....stress....and lots of laughter.....

today had assessment on blood taking .....alll passed!!! haha....tmr will be cannulation.....another stress day....hehe....

after work ....me, huda, sally and nad went to accompany huda to cut her hair....at KIMAGE! and it turn out well la......i chose the hair style ok!!! and i really loike it!!! how i wish i can have that kind of hair stlye...

nice nice!!!!??? hahah........

2007-07-09T22:15:00.001+08:00

SINGAPORE NURSING ASSOCIATION CELEBRATES 50TH ANNIVERSARY...........

MUM AND IZYAN ON THE EXTREME RIGHT...........
IZYAN ACTING THE YOUNG NURSE...
US...AFTER THE MUSICAL.....

the musical was a blast........huda also had a great time......after that mum treat us at CHANGI VILLAGE!!! we finish eating at 11pm....hahah...

anyway....i cut my hair...it was gettin on my nerve la...i am just tooo lazy to tie my hair....but u noe nursing need to tie hair bla bla....so i decide to cutla...but this will be a temp cut....it only cost $11...i did it at market...those cheap2 ones...so even though its short...its not what i want.....so wen pay day comes....i will cut la....sooryyy dear...hehe...

today whole day at orientation sleep.....................haha...was damn boring la.....my eyes cant open....caroline also sleeping............

u noe what....my nurse manager who is in the SICU is a male...and he is very nice and soft also....hehe....his name is MR MELVIN something....hahaha...................

ok ok ok .....thats all la....

sleep time......

sue camden...

2007-07-06T23:06:00.000+08:00

me getting ready....half way through.........

FRIENDS FOREVER..................
IM GOING TO MISS U THE MOST!!!!! LOVE YOU CHEYANNE
ME AND CAROLINE ............

graduation was a blast!!!!!

ok ok .....it was chaotic!!! shall not elaborate much la...tooo tired.....

just see the pics la....from graduation and also some random pics.....more pics to come along....

can also in friendster yeah!!!!

toodlez

sue camden..

2007-07-04T23:14:00.001+08:00

DEVIL....ME......ANGEL
TOUGH....ME.....SCARED

CHEYANNE THIS IS FOR U ....THIS PICS WAS TAKEN SOOO LONG TIME AGO...BUT I DID NOT UPLOAD......THIS IS FOR U !! ABIT UGLY LA....HEHE

IT WAS TAKEN LATE LATE NIGHT.......MY BRO WANTED TO TRY THAT TIME....SO HE MADE ME THE DUMMY......

2007-07-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

ok i am posting ainul pics ok AND NOT my bro.........so ENJOICE!

I REALLY LOVE THIS ONE
VERY SERIOUS
CONCENTRATING..MAYBE

2007-07-04T18:12:00.000+08:00

sexy voice of mine..................

2nd day of orientation is total boredness....

today was nursing orientation....was ok ok ...but i was not well...came back yest feeling feverish....my left jaw and my throat is sooo painful that i had difficulty in eating....but i forced myself to eat a bit...sleepless nights.....pop 2 tabs of piriton and slet at 10 30pm.....

woke up my voice gone.....dry cough and painful.....drag myself to work...and started the orientation.....it will be a long orientation till 27 july.....and 30th july we are going to our respective departments.....

we are going to SGH for a visit at one of their blocks...(i forgot what it is) on the 26 and 27 july.....in between ...we are having nursing assessment...like the BCLS,I/V, BOLUS,TRENDCARE...etc.....so it will be a tiring one...and also revision again for me!!!

thats that la.....wont update so much...

GWEN STEPHANI CONCERT???!!!go or not??/ dunnoe whether im working in the morning or afternoon......haiyo...now july already leh....i dun want to buy and then cant go later...haiyo......stress...

ok ok ...missing ainul sooo much..........

tmr graduation........sat is my mum's musical....cant wait!!!

ok shall log out now....

sue camden

2007-07-02T23:03:00.000+08:00

CGH ORIENTATION......PART 1

how was it?? it was damn boring~!!!!!!!!!! from 8.30am till 6pm...sit in the auditorium....sleepy and boring! chey u are right..i dun even remember what they said.....
the only thing i remember was the sport medicine..where u pay $10 per month and there will be fitness instructor to guide u .....and lose weight!!! caroline and me are joining.....
the tour was boring too....we been there for like 3 years...and they are still showing us around.....damn.....

so what ever la.....after that went to tampines to celebrate mum's bday!!! ate at FISH & CO. ..after that go home.....hehe kinda short la...

anyway GRADUATION....i have my off!!!! yeah!!!! but must make up saturday ...haiya.....but i got my off!!!! yeah!!!!

so now starting to miss ainul already......i was not there to see her off because of the stupid orientation!!

ok i shall zzzz...........

happy working people!!!

sue camden

2007-07-01T00:04:00.000+08:00

ok ok .....comments pls.......i really look like a beauty therapist haha.....i really dunnoe what shoe to match it....other than heels la... ok i must weara belt rite? rite?.....i totally regret wearing it like that sey......i have the confidence wearing it w/o the black pants....but u noe ppl tend to look....i dun care BUT I HATE IT!......

whatever.......

today went to tampines.....omg! the sale is really killing me!!! LA SENZA panties are really a bomb....but limited designs!! aiyoh!!!...aiyah!! forget abt it la.....im starting work so i can buy things again...

watched F4..it was great....the part when sue storm was "killed" was the saddest part...i almost teared!!! haha but she lived la...THANKS TO THE SILVER SURFER! HEHE...

ok ok ...tmr need to tidy up my files and get ready for my big day !!!!!!!

toddlez!!

sue camden

2007-06-28T12:22:00.000+08:00

ok people....im not wearing the dress for grads...mum say its tooo casual...eventhough its a niCE DRESS.....so last minute me, my bro, aini and mimi.went on shopping again!!!!.........

top from giodarno, bottom from BBNY. ITS a pencil skirt which fits nicely.....CHEY WE SHALL WEAR THE SKIRT HIGH WAIST ok !!!
my new 3-inch velvet heels............

we went from one shop to another.....ZARA, BEBE, WAREHOUSE, TOPSHOP, MARISSO DUTTI, DKNY, CK, A LOTS MORE.. but all are nice especially at BEBE!!!the clothes is wow!!! shall get one from there!! hehe.....but nothing with collar that caught my eyes...so at giodarno has the top 1/2 price from $36 to $18! so my bro say take it so i buy la....the skirt is $29.90! cheap rite....haha the shoes after 20% is $47..........

ok chey so yeah i wore that white dress yesterday haha....with no belt ....i thnk thats y i look like a BEAUTY THEREAPIST. HAAHA. need to find belt la....no belt the dress is sooo staight. it does not show any curve....that is why the pic i took of the dress looks nice with a belt....so I SHALL BUY A BELT OK !! HAHAH.....

2007-06-26T00:46:00.000+08:00

ok i really do not know how u guys can take self image in front of the mirror while i cant!!!

my only 1 pair of pantsuit
my dress

This is what im wearing for my graduation

THE DAY I DID NOT BRING MY WALLET.....

this is really not me la....today chey asked me out go shop shop for our graduation and also my work shoes....i get myself all dressed up...and when we reached town i just remebered i did not bring my wallet!!!!!!!!!! how selenge of me la@@@! but thanks to my bro he pinjam me some money first...he at work btw la...

so our first stop was ROYAL SPORTING HSE at LUCKY PLAZA. my REEBOK no size...SO asked them to check at all outlets in town...and they reserved me one pair at CENTREPOINT....HOW good!so we walked all the way to centrepoint...but we stopped by at paragon to get my money and went into LA SENZA again....i totally into this kimono robe la...dunno y heheh...then we stopped by at MISS SELFRIDGE....no sale..the salesgirl there was distracted by AINUL CUTENESS haha...one asked me " how old is she? i was like ,"my friend or my daughter?"...hehe that was one....

then went to get my shoes....THATS DONE! we went to a few shoes shops and again ainul was attrated by the sales girl...!!

we ate at BURGER KING....cos our dear friend wasnt to eat BURGER....so eat eat n eat......walk2 at FAR EAST...omg...nothing catch my eyes la....went to every shop...nothing that really tangkap my eyes one... then we decide to go the FUTURE STATE...also dont have....then our last shop was BYSI... and u noe what....once ainul stepped in..alll the sales girl come around ainul.....and was like.." ur shoe is cute" "how old is she"....so i was like ignore her for awhile...and ainul followed the sale girl where ever they go....they even let her try some clothes....hahaha..

chey and me were like inthe fitting room trying clothes.....and this dress i tried on caught my and chey's eyes.....reallly nice $79....and chey bougt this top ......nice also....very clean and class.....

okla short and simple we waited for my bro ..and went home after that....

FRIENDS FOREVER

2007-06-22T13:02:00.000+08:00

this is whaT I call FRIENDS!!!

i was soooo happy that i finally went out alone with my friends w/o ainul....

planned was to meet at atrium at 2pm...took our gowns...hahaha we looked very funny on it...hehe esp CHEYANNE. she looked funny at the shoulders....looked like a rugby player....

after that she drove us to town....to grab a bite cos i have not eaten since morning.....sherlyn told us she has voucher for ha'agen daz ( i dunnoe how to spell la) ..but we had drinks at TCC first....then u noe what...mum called me and said that ainul is crying and looking for me.... so when i told the bad news...CHEYANNE im soory la...hehe i noe u were sad.....but i cant help it.
but our dear caroline came up with an idea... she said WHY NOT WE GO PICK UP AINUL AND GO TAMPINES INSTEAD. so i was like ok la...good idea also...U SEE WHAT GOOD AND THOUGHFUL FRENDS I HAVE......I AM SOOOO BLESSED!!! so yeah chey droved us to pasir ris...and sherlyn rode bike with her bf....when we reached, i quickly gave ainul a shower and dress her up and off we went to tampines ....sher booked a table for us and we had fondue!!!! then walk2 here and there la....eat dinner at food culture...
i need to but that robe from LA SENZA!!!sooo cheap! heheh.....and the bra is nice too...thanks to chey she brought me there...i always walked past but did not went in to browse....i din noe they carry big2 sizes!! hahah...

then was home sweet home........................

then today 22/6/07
went to cgh to collect my UNIFORM....guess where im posted to ...................SICU.....for those who do not noe its SURGICAL INTENSIVE CARE UNIT. haha...i as soooo estatic!!! caroline also got the same as me....HUDA , my bestie got wd 14...pyscho ward with sickness...haha BUT even though i got my 2nd choice..i still prefen A&E...but its ok la....i hope for the best!!!WISH ME LUCK...

chey if da upload pics....pls send me......ok thru email ...

sue camden

2007-06-18T16:47:00.000+08:00

lonnnng weekend.....phew!

din blog for a very long time...REASONS: my brother using the laptop at night, ainul sleep very very late now...and i went to my dad's place to stay for 2 nights.....

yeah yeah........got sooo much to type here...making it short and simple.....

went to my dad's place on friday evening...he ask me and ainul to sleep at his house la...so i brought along dada...haha..kinda boring...coz no internet nothing...just tv....but i am the princess there...just sit down and relax haha my dad did all the cooking, and cleaning....i was sooo bored that i called up my hubby and " lepak" with me at night...he did..he brought along his friends and we "lepak" at the nearest hawker centre....talked and laughed ...alot of bikes there...some are really cool some are just too common to see.......we stayed till 3am....and my dad was sooo cool abt it...haha....he just tell me in a low harsh tone, " dun come back late ok!

so yeah...woke up at 12pm!!! cool rite....haha im sooo bad!!! then eat lunch la...that was beef stew and roast duck!! my dad cook us duck! haha nice though! ..the day went by very fast cos i woke up late....then at night meet up with hubby again....bring him some sausages and beef stew ....sat till 3 am also....it was not fun at all...i dun have more private time with him...

so yeah...sunday went home...at last....haha...bathe and went to sgh cos my soon to be father-in-law was admitted cos of chest pain la...he is in high dependency ward...sat there till 7plus..went home ..oh yeah mum and dad went to johor for some wedding la...then they came back with SAUSAGES, DUNKIN DONUTS, MUFFINS!!! all from jusco!!! mum told me got new HOT AND SPICY WEDGES!!!....im drooling right now!!!!hehe....then watched this INDONESIAN GHOST STORY " BANGKU KOSONG" OR "the empty chair"... it was scary only the sound la...haha...
oh yeah....forgot to tellu ...my sis aini...was soooo excited to earn money at this wedding ...she helped with the clearing of plates...some sort like waitress....and she got like $15!!!! OMG! syahril say she was conned..he added that that kind of job should get around $40...u see how much diff??!! she is just soooo desperate!..
and today haha..she went out to town and wanted to borrow my green flats..but my bro who is the FASHIONISTA, told her to wear my green wedge which looks nicer ...i totally agree la..it really looks nice ...but on the person no!!! she cant even walk on it...she never wear heels b4 and my bro let her wear my 4-inch wedge!....she came back cursing and swearing haha...U NOE WHY??!! SHE GOT BLISTERS!!!!! AND SWOLLEN FEET!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHHA.....

OK OK ENOUGH OF IT LAR!
THUR GOING TO SCHOOL TAKING THE GOWN...AND AFTER THAT GOING OUT WITH MY NYO CRAZIEE PEEPS....HAIYO I GOT $$$$.....MONEY COME FASTER LAR!!

FRIDAY MUST GO TO CGH TO COLLECT UNIFORMS.....CANT WAIT TO WEAR AND TAKE PICS WITH IT!! HAHAHAHA....

OK OK
ENOUGH BLOGGING LA...
TIRED!
WAITING FOR MY HUBBY TO KOL ME@@!@! HE STILL HAVEN NOT KOL ME YET!!!
AAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
EXCUSES EXCUSES EXCUSES!!!!

2007-06-13T01:01:00.000+08:00

Gemini Woman - May 22nd to June 21st

A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the word "Love" because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters.
She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature. She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her conversation will not bored you. She able to talk to you in any subjects. She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. She can make you feel like she needs all your care, but once she needs to stand alone, she can stand alone firmly an comfortably. She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. She can join all your activities with the same energy that you have.
She is a quick wit person and learn new things very fast. She can see your projects and she can give you good advice. If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for yourself, she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman. She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes and many moods is a "Charm" for many men. She can be laughing for 2 minutes and later suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to meet her dream guy. She expects a lot and nearly too much. She is constantly waiting for her knight shinning armor even she is with a steady boy friend. She can fall in love or fond of someone else while she is with you. If you break up with her, she will forget you quite fast, because change is in her nature. The Gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other Zodiac. Because she is a dreamer and always waiting for her knight shinning armor ,so her love life can be complex or a mess. She hates to write a long letter, so if you write her a letter and expect a prompt reply , forget it. Because she has a multiple personality and multiple ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof. Because she knows what she belief today can be different tomorrow.
She could communication with more than 1 languages , a real gifted linguistic. If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that subject without offending you. Normally she will not lie. She will work hard and once a while take a long rest. She can get bored and tired with her own surrounding more than at work. She never feel content with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more. Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an answer. Once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and always be beside you. She has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her, together and equally.

do u think i am what it said above....
post ur comments...........

but to me i say its really true....im am reaally what they said above.........

2007-06-13T00:33:00.000+08:00

GREAT SINGAPORE SALE...................................

thE THINGS WE BOUGHT....MOSTLY GREEN HAHA
MINE..A TOP, ISSEY MIYAKE PARFUM, AINUL'S GISELE BUNCHEN IPANEMA AND MY SELF TANNER

ITS WORTH BUYING OK!!! THE FEMALE 100ML COST 93 BUCKS AND U GET TO BUY THE MALE 125ML @ 30BUCKS!!!! AND FREE GIFTS TOOOO..............
ANYWAY...MY BAGS.........WHOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAA..........

AND THE LAST THING I WANT IS TO CHANGE MY HP TO N76!!!
HAHAH.................................

today went out with the whole family....at 12pm....went to tao payoh FORK AND SPOON to have our lunch.....

then we went to town ...din expect to shop la...but my first must buy is the ISSEY MIYAKE parfum.....its worth buying ok!!!
then mum bought AIGNER MEN parfum for my dad....
We went to AIGNER to get a wallet for father's day la....hehe
we drag our parents to prada, mont blanc, zara and fendi....haha...
after that finding my work shoes at STADIUM. but no size...so bought ainul a pair of GISELE BUNCHEN'S IPANEMA lor ! cute rite haha i noe!! cant take my eyes of it....

ok saw this latest watch from GUESS! its soooo nice....din take any pic la...hehe was too engrossed with it....

what a day la......the whole family is together.....and goin out.... haha....

tired also......

reach home bathe...exfoliate myself and put on the self tanner ....hehhe....yet to see the after effects....that will be tmr la...

my deydi yankee still at work.....we are trying our best to work things out with each other....he admit that he has not been giving that much attention to me and also has not cared abt me all the while..............i just hope he changed for me la................. when he say like that i felt cheated...........................................
but he told me he love me as much as he love ainul.....................to me i put him first then comes ainul la.....unless there is unforseen circumstances that i have to put ainul as my priority...then of cos la...

i dunnoe whether im being demanding or not....but this is me.....i make sure he loves me 100% and ainul 99.9%................

2007-06-07T22:24:00.000+08:00

should i ?

mum told me that her musical needs dancers.....btw this company from the FLY ENTERTAINMENT.......they did the phua chu kang musical...so now they did an audition for the nurses....the title of their musical is RIOTS AND ROSES.....its abt nurses from the 50s....mum got the main character named BETTY...cute right.....

so should i go for the audition for the dance part??????...... it will be shown at SEMEI COLLEGE EAST. ON 7/7/07....